Monday, February 09, 2009
oh man... I HATE THIS SEMESTER! Its really killing me softly... so much so that everytime i look at my DSLR (gaining dust), i end up tearing (ok i'm exaggerating).. My lecturers have not been my ideal lecturers so far that go straight to the point first and then beefs it up with spicy tidbits... somehow instead of teaching us the A, B, C of the module, he teaches us D-Z and expects us to read the textbook for everything else... GOD SAVE US.. maybe due to CNY, I've still yet to garner up my mental will and start my revision regime.. at least I'm paying attention to the lecture.. but beats the purpose if the lecture doesn't seem to yield anything..
I've been feeling very VERY stressed of late too.. largely due to the presence of projects from my TR and GE modules... I guess i've been lucky so far to have escaped doing projects and having a swift and decisive LSM2104 group.. although nothing is done wrong, the thought processes of others are sooo hard to resonant with.. I guess i'm too used to a 'short and sweet' kinda approach.. sigh... the deadlines are really tearing me up... I just keep feel like running away.. playing games... doing non-academic related stuff.. only for it to haunt me even more..
on a more joyous mood, I have NOT fulfilled my New Year Resolution to run everyday.. haa why would that be joyous you say? I've instead adopted runs every 2-3 days instead.. though running everyday had its benefits.. its esp hard to run esp after a tiring day... Moreover, I've always been running alone and it really aint easy.. instead of blindly following a plan, I've changed my regime of sorts by running more distance and varying my exercises with canoeing(sunday) and swimming (thurs) and I must say i enjoy myself alot better.. How successful it is in burning away my excess baggage has yet to be seen as I aim to hit back to at an ideal weight of 55kg..
as today is also the last day (Chu 15) of the CNY, i guess its a good time for me to summarize the CNY festivities with the photos i've been withholding for a proper closure.. and from tml onwards.. I'm swearing by my own pride to move forward and work hard for the semester! It is never too late!!
dEminG
Though I didn't win $10mil, I won $80 from BINGO ;)
My mind's unweaving/ 11:13 PM
Boat Shoe from Timberland
Green Scarf from Hermes