wah yesterday like japan day siaa... loLX.. morning went for swim with marcus at hougang pool.. (been ages since we done so) and managed to get abit of tan so i aint so glow in the dark anymore!! yeahhh!! hahaa... then went to hougang mall for lunch and had chicken teriyaki... after that went home print notes and all and packed my bags to book in on sunday night and went to bugis junction~!! was to be there at 6.15pm and got there at 6.20pm... then knowing our dear greenies 'punctuality' i went shopping!! hahaaa
hold and behold topman FINALLY had new stock of belts.. and found a decently priced one at $43 plus the right colour and was the buckle type so i bought it in 5min!! hahaa one of my hastiest purchases EVER lor... this aint good... yesterday $84... now $43... ouch... there goes my tuition pay.. LOLX!! owells... save so much for what! in the end die le also nv use finish.. then waste money what!! hahaa... ok lar... ppl say im a spendthrift but i think its ok lar... i mean there is money is set aside daily for savings.. (for future stuff like house... family etc..) then theres the individual expendable income.. lolx.. but now the ratio abit off ar.. last time $1.5k so spend lidat can.. now only $280 only.. hahaaa... I'm impercunious!! but im a HAPPILY impercunious man =D
taddaahh!! Jeans belt!!
later on met up with roger, wilson, ben dan, lewis, alycia and william at bugis mrt while we waited for the usual latecomers and some new ones like caelen, peini, dawn, gary, xunbin, david and dixie~~ haha at first went to some zam zam prata house.. but was full (kinda thankful too!! didnt wanna smell all prata-y) so we went back bugis and settled for MOF... jap food again! hahaa.. since been a while that i had tempura decided to go for the yasai tempura since i wasnt that hungry too.. the soup wasnt as good as the sushi tei kaminabe but still hot and nice! =D took losta photos again!! hahaa once again im still surprised how much i can click so so so well with my ex colleagues from starhub so well that every outing is just so great fun!! moreover got guest appearances by dixie and dawn somemore!! hahaa... cool people eat at hao chi de di fang!! wheee!! hahaa.. if only my OG was as camera-whoric as greenies.. LOLX... GREEN TEAM ROCKS!!!
suRvivoR sWensons!!
thE cooL and hunkY voiCe of 1633!!! *JUST UNPLUG AND PLUG IN THE CABLE!!*
onCe colleagues~ forever friends!!
we were so hungry.... SERIOUSLY!
a HUNGRY greenie is a MAD greenie!
hapPily intra-GreeniEly attacHed!
ben dan and papa!! plus a charming light bulb on the left and a broken one on the right! hahaa
gotta say its been a hell of a weekend.. other than two great fun outings also had some happy stuff that happened that i cannot share here.. LOLX... boOooo!! had a relapse of something... a progress in something... an achievement in something... a breakthrough in another... a compliment for something else... hahaa.... not bad ar~~ gotta mug for stats!! gogogogo!!
today after lunch went to macrithcie to paddle with the juniors... was kinda dissed that their training started at 2.30pm instead of the usual 4pm.. but also my fault for not asking beforehand.. haha but coach COULD have replied to my sms yesterday larr.. boo... just helped some guys out with their K2 balancing.. just a few days back just saw olympic kayakking vids that got the canoeing blood burning in me... wanted to have a word with the juniors to have my oh-so-famous captain speeches but nowadays coach very talkative and the new teacher in charge talks alot.. haha so in favour of not killing them i decided to keep it till next time.. didnt get to paddle much to my displeasure... cant wait to start serious training with the alumni man... i want the canoeing me back.... no mr sloppy... the deming of passion and sportsmanly endeavours will be back!!
dEminG bRother minG~
My mind's unweaving/ 9:58 PM
Sunday, October 28, 2007
hahaa another weekend is about to end!! OH NOSS!! hahaa lazy to blog.. but today i very happy!! so must blog!! haha finally get my share of retail therapy!! omg... it really makes me feel so high... hahaa.. was at raffles city looking for a belt that i've been hunting for months.. saw 2 nice ones.. one at ralph lauren and the other at calvin klein jeans... $105!! like OUCH.. somemore to fit they probably have to cut the material.. like omG!! i'll practically scream... loLx.. then saw one lousy one at espirit $49 nia.. SOBZ!! i just really dont have the heart to spend that much on a belt man... sobzz...
depressed i moved on to river island.. and hold and behold.. i saw 20% off for purchase above $80 using UOB credit cards.. i was like virtually jumping around in my mind with shouts of joy!! hahaa so i rushed in and checked out the belts.. but to no avail.. they were either too thick.. too soft.. or the design sucked.. omg... then i remember in june i saw a shirt from river island but was $105 so didnt wanna buy and kept waiting for a sale but even when there was one it wasnt part of the discounted package... and today.. with uob credit card.. ITS ALL 20% OFF!! omg.. so i went on and search for the shirt i liked but to no avail.. most prob its off season already.. oh nos!! but saw some pretty cool dark based shirt so i tried on and decided to buy one to reward myself (for what i will think of later! hahaaa) YEAH!!! $105 after discount $84! wheee!! i love uob credit card!!!!!
retail therapy 100%!!! River Island!! whee!
later on met up with pomelo to do abit more of shopping before we met up with the rest at city hall and headed to marina square to have our long awaited giant earthquake treat courtesy of SOW07~~ along the way met tek xin... then saw that big fat guy A.K.A Steric hinderance (so called due to his innate ability to cause traffic build ups along pathways in NUS).. loLx.. even met weiling at marina square!! so coindental man!! even on friday when i went amk for dinner.. i met pao chern.. then when looking for my mom i saw godma.. end up we had dinner with my cousin and godmother.. like so coincidental lar!! even at ntuc extra shopping i saw this cute gal i saw at arts fac the other time!! loLx... woww.. singapore IS a small world!! sobz.. i wish i could bump into HER too.. lolx.. *prays prays*
woohoo with my retail therapy i am satiated at this moment.. but during my shopping i also came up with a wish list this christmas! woohoo~~ maybe will get that belt i saw at ck jeans.. and maybe get a polo from burberry or ralph lauren... those kinda ones with a unique collar that resembles the collar of a shirt.. loLx.. cant seem to find a fitting picture on the net.. i think its really nice!! haha guess my dreams for a Nikon SLR camera will have to wait till i get a job baa... too much an luxury to spend on at this point.. sobz.... kkz time to mug some stats and go sleep le! going to swim tml at hougang with pok!! hahaa.. hope no pretty gals there.. later see my bulging tummy.. SOBZ... but must get tan!! cannot glow in the dark! no way!!
dEMinG over and ouT!!
My mind's unweaving/ 12:42 AM
Friday, October 26, 2007
just watched the rock just now.. one of my favs and still my fav movies.. check out this cool scene in the show =D
its 1996!! like wow.. so long ago.. but its really a good movie.. intrigued by the scene?? go watch the movie!! =D
My mind's unweaving/ 1:01 PM
Thursday, October 25, 2007
yes as the title forecasts.. its all about zeros!! hahaa omg... ran out of vodka and got too many red bull cans so tried mixing with sprite... unfortunately my house no more sprite so i dug up my store to find a few cans of sprite zero.. and it is so called for a good reason i think.. oh the label it says zero sugar zero carbs.... wah healthy eh? but then there is no taste.. its just gassy.. and it tastes no diff from drain water!! omg... luckily red bull is potent enough to dilute the taste but the proportions didnt turn out right so i end up tasting more drain water than red bull.. damn sprite zero... if we drank soft drinks without sugar and taste... why we craze for soft drinks in the first place!! omg..
finally completed my org chem test today after days of cramming... ok truthfully speaking didnt cramp much.. but a good take home was i started revising last weekend... but the bad thing is coz i read through the 6 chapters i felt that "ok! i revised!!" and was damnnn lazy to practise or reaffirm my knowledge.. constantly tempted by the sweet sound of explosions and dying men in my company of heroes games or the psychotic killing of the higurashi anime... hahaa.. so i procrastinated save for last night when i really sat down and ate my notes and textbook with 100% effort... so today's chem test can say is one of the first few that i feel like 'wow.. this is do-able and can get full marks!' or so i think... then when i finish i check i realised something was VERY wrong... but no matter how much i squeezed i couldnt squeeze out what was wrong.. and then times up... omg... the feeling of "yeah! i can do this!" suddenly turns to "WTF!! I SCREWED UP AGAIN!!" haizz..
later on to quell the impetus for extreme depression again we went to the bazaar at central forum to be UTTERLY dissapointed... it was heaven for the gals.. dirt cheap bags... sales for clothes and accessories... cant comment on their lingerie stuff (dude! they sold them in the open!!! =\) my hunger for shopping was slapped in the face twice.. (SLAPPITY INDEED) by a pathetic display of BOXERS.. BRIEFS... SOCKS... so much for a men section... this is SEXUALISM!! I PROTEST!!! damn... at least they had a FEW shoes from adidas and watches on display too.. in the end i was just chatting with yong jian, a fellow dissapointed male shopper as our female frenz dug into the good stuff... grr... when you cant buy anything then you see your frenz lugging huge shopping bags.. UGH!! ULTIMATE TORMENT!! i need retail therapy.. ASAP!!
haha later on huiling, benedict, pam and wee siong went to SRC to play badminton... haha as usual i s**ked at it totally.. cant smack for sh*t man... hahaa kinda wished i didnt train such big fat muscles... used to enjoy badminton alot in primary school when i used to play with my neighbour all the time but we just keep hitting with lops so was just relaxed and fun.. haha somehow once you become adult you try hard to win and make the opponent run.... haha dont you miss your childhood days?? haha but it was still very fun with headbutting sessions, seated badminton playing etc etc... hilarious!!
alrighty.. finally back home and slacking with great pride.. tml gonna start stats revision.. always good to start early!! nice to be home... arrr... but then my knee cap like coz of badminton like feels awkward.. ligament strain ba... lolx.. as usual when i dont stretch i always get such problems... i'm weak man... haha maybe ill go for a swim tml if im disciplined enough to get a tan... i'm literally glowing in the dark!! OMG!!
dEminG peaCe ouT!!
My mind's unweaving/ 10:17 PM
Monday, October 22, 2007
whooo.. just went for an evening run since the weather was so seductive with cool night wind.. haha so went to west coast park for a run... as expected was a total let down... its such a miserable and quite park that if i was a gal i would nv go run there alone at night... even the toilet looks spooky... was dead silent lest 2 runners and a couple getting hanky panky.. (DUDE I THOUGHT I SAW A GHOST!! *dissappointed*) maybe coz of the weather but it felt super short since i only ran the eastern loop of the west coast park... but after some crude measurements i ran up to 4km... at least i didnt cramp and break down or something.. loLX~
The star is where im staying now!!
today was another start of the week and kinda dopey during lectures coz i slept late last night watching this psychological/thriller/murder anime called Higurashi no Naku Koro ni.. (the evening the cicadas cry) its a very weird anime in a sense that there are like many sub stories using the same cast and having very different scenarios.. in almost all the scenarios one or all of the cute characters go psycho and murder their friends in very bizarre ways... at first i thought was some mixed up low budget anime but as i watched it its very interesting how these so called different sub plots seem to hint at a true answer that joins all these bizarre killings together... if you're into the detective type and like to take down notes as you see cute looking anime characters gore their best friends intestines out... go ahead! check it out on crunchyroll!!
**PARENTAL ADVISORY** may traumatise young children!! ben dans too!
wahhss today went to sci lib to study... at first wanted jio fabby or someone from og go mug with me... but fabby wanna go back hall mug.. then the rest like got lesson.. so i went sci lib hoping someone will pop by later... but i study for like 2hrs of chem then 1hr of stats tutorial still no one... the problem of mugging alone in lib is when nature calls no one to help me look after lappy.. so i had to pack my laptop twice and go toilet before coming out.. loLx... pathetic eh!! somemore it feels so weird like i know no one there.. like all seniors... sobz... i hate studying alone... i am a social animal!! someone!! anyone!! please study with me~~ *sobs*
hahaa gambatte ppl!!
DeminG getting PHAT!!
My mind's unweaving/ 10:19 PM
Sunday, October 21, 2007
hahaaa nothing much to blog about.. so today we shall discuss about.. TALENT!! hahaa... just another random msn chatting topic with my og ppl... well to begin i gotta admit.. i have NO TALENT.. lolx!! saddening right... though maybe thanks to my eagerness to experience all sorts of things in life i am a jack of many trades! =P but i got NO TALENT... then again... why dont i have any? maybe i havent discovered it? is it true every one has an innate talent?? or only the lucky few??
hahaa from the consensus of how gals go googoogaga over handsome talented idols like takuya kimura.. (i also tihnk he rocks) and how they will dream and fantacize a guy who can play the piano... can play the violin... will serenade them~~~ wahhhhh... loLX.. well i'm a guy so i guess i shall not comment on that.. loLx!! actually since i was young i always think the piano was a cool instrument.. then in sec sch i actually thought of learnig drums.. but these 'talents' come with a price tag.. i actually did look at the cost of such courses... and honestly i couldnt afford them! so in a sense.. these talents have a price to curb demand maybe? hahaa.. to reach market equilibrium ya? hahaa so i can consider myself part of the deadweight loss (those who wish to purchase but cannot afford)
musical talent is one thing many ppl will associate with when they come across the word talent no? then theres the arts... a talent for dancing? a talent for singing? a talent for acting?? its easy for me to dismiss those in reality show compeitions like singapore idol and all to the 'luck' of having a singing talent.. then there are those 'rejects' who go for such compeitions with high hopes to be put down by judges and made a fool out of by the public... indeed this world may be a harsh one for the untalented people... is there a place for people like us?? like back in canoeing.. i trained hard to not lose out to others... but some people seem to paddle so much faster and with much ease.. is it because they are talented in canoeing??
well given all that thought.. i might well be feeling depressed.. unwanted... unspecial... but thats not how i really think... i DO believe everyone has a talent... or even a few! but how much they bank and improve on that talent determines how successful they are! like idol.. though i dont like such voting and hoo hah about reality tv.. it does show a pertinent fact.. even those who made it through prelims through talent... if they dont work to improve they will get kicked out eitherways... life is all about discovery.. the moment you stop discovering... is the moment you stop living... through my years i have discovered i had some kinds of 'talents'.. one of which? leadership...
indeed its nothing aesthetical.. nothing you can serenade a gal with.. but back in sec sch as a patrol leader... to a captain in canoeing team... to a armour officer... to a armour infantry platoon commander to a company commander.. i realise i can lead... but all this while i am learning and trying to improve.. to be a better leader.. to lead comrades, friends, companions... though i dont profess to be a good leader.. i always think of ways i can bank on this 'talent' that i may be able to help people... do the impossible.. help these people do things they woulld have deemed otherwise... because i believe in the power of cooperation and motivation in teamwork... is that talent?? or is it 'talent'?
hahaa somehow as i try to think of what i may be 'talented' in.. the definition of talent seems to be more and more differentiated... i thought.. maybe i have a talent in having fun with friends? maybe i had a talent in suaning people?? maybe i have a talent in making friends... nah... to do the word justice.. these arent talents.. its just my passion... and i think passion is the strongest thing in life... i have a passion of making this world alittle more beautiful then it was before.. to make people happy... to help people find their aims in life.. i have a passion to be a special person... not just another name in the tributary when i die... but a person who left his mark on the world.. i have a passion to love... to love my family.. to love my friends... and to love my would be spouse.. to be a loving husband... to be a trustworthy and great father... to be a proud grandfather... can you feel the greatness of a passion???
Now... whats more important? a talent or a passion? i believe i have NO TALENT... but i HAVE PASSION... and maybe one day.. i will discover my talent... then my life has become a nack more beautiful aint it?? thats why life is great~!
dEminG Look at the past and smile.. stand proud today... look forward to a bright future!
My mind's unweaving/ 12:24 AM
Thursday, October 18, 2007
manss.. today really no mood to study... mind full of distractions... urge for retail therapy.. ending of tuition and many many thoughts... now at bishan coffee bean killing time before my tuition starts.. hopefully can get my pay early so i can go shopping for my belt.. hahaa i have no idea whats going on but my jeans are like so loose nowadays though im not losing any weight! (gaining in fact!) then wanna find those kind that has a removeable buckle that i can change.. but also looking for those dark reddish brown leather that goes with jeans well.. but its either i cant find a nice leather colour or it aint a nice removeable buckle... at this rate my pants may just drop one day as i run! omg!! hahaa.. i also now got the urge to pick up professional photography and investing in a SLR!! =D
last night was the first ocomm meeting for Biathlon 08.. im quite surprised myself why i agreed to join as the meeting went on... was approached by daniel, my bmt mate whom i meet at econs lectures every wednesday as he was deputy project director.. at first i filled for secretary or program director.. and was given a sub role in the program cell as run route i.c... sounds easy but its like quite alot of coordination and logistic set ups for the run itself.. water points, safety patrols and all.. hahaa abit like safety officer again.. =pp the committee were all new people to me... with the bulk from fac of engineering and myself being the only sci fac person..
kinda excited and also abit bothered as the comittment level sounds really tough closer to the biathlon in feb 08... in that sense im kinda thankful i wasnt given a high position but a sub role instead.. the project director tihnk called shu quan seems to know me.. hahaa same OCS wing i think.. different platoon though... but i think he was close with kylash and ashraf, my platoon buddies, so he kinda knew me... once again im surprised how so many ppl know me but i dont.. =\ are not-so-tall fun-going guys like me so rare that i can easily be remembered? haha i can only wonder...
see so many students mugging for their A levels and all ard here... all in JC uniforms... though i dont find myself very mature looking.. when i look at the JC guys and gals they seem so playful and immature... making losta noise and all... haha you may think its ironic that im one to comment so... really i would prefer to be cool... mature... quiet.. but i find life more meaningful and all when im with my friends and having funny conversations and laughing over silly things... but when im alone... i just end up solemn and quiet... sometimes even unmotivated... i really wonder if i ought to cast away that 'fun-loving, lame, crazy deming' image in favour for one that is more suited to my age... though i dare say my atitude and eyes will change when i do something i am passionate about.. like back in canoeing... i liked one of the photos mr teng took for me once.. when i was doing a sprint... the rush of exhiliration.. the sheer determination... the push to the extremes.. all that can be seen deeply into the eyes.... guess thats one part of me not many will get to see...
and so my week in school has ended as i dont have practical tommorrow.. alittle depressed as i wont be able to see her.. maybe thats why i have so many thoughts in my mind now.. pam brought up a good point on how i rather keep such things secret but still mention it in my blog... i really cant explain myself well.. but my blog is like my heart and mind in speech... and by me not mentioning the name and all is a kind of a secret i want to keep right? feel alittle insecure and all and slowly all the self doubt comes rushing in... then theres the dissapointment of not having the opportunity to talk to her the past few days.. haiz... cant wait for next week! thanks to my brudders i chat to i kinda get abit of courage already... hahaa.. in short.. just wish me luck! ;)
dEminG Infatuation - to inspire or possess with a foolish or unreasoning passion, as of love. (Dictionary.com)
My mind's unweaving/ 3:53 PM
Tuesday, October 16, 2007
Woohooo!! another tuition down!! after this thursday i am free!! (jobless too!) hahaa... but oh wells today's tuition turned out alittle better MAYBE coz i had a little talk with my students before we begun... or MAYBE they were just less mischevious that day.. hahaa... one of the kids even asked me why am i so soft for a guy teacher... loLx... in the end no one enjoys shouting or scolding right... makes me feel bad too... so mutually beneficial things are the best arent they?? hahaa.. gave them time to complete a mock paper and sometimes i really gotta admit how hilarious these kids are...
basically now i'm tutoring 2 primary 4 boys and 1 primary 5 gal... they are all from the same primary school and the gal is the elder sis for one of the boys... though i had a rough idea that kids nowadays learn the wrong stuff very early.. i never fail to be amazed at how these primary 4 kids can say vulgarities like knn... ccb... etc etc.. hahaa well i aint their parents so i wouldnt cut in rather than just telling them not to use it in class or a rude way... sometimes the boys are just so excited when i tease them or something.. then they'll go... 'eehh! cher!! you so dirty!! tsk tsk!!' lolx.. but i also get REALLY worried whenever they make sexual references and p*rnograpic stuff.. really hope they are just imagining such things and not really went to see such stuff.. *Primary 4 mind you!!* haha buts it cracks me up when they do hilarious things not knowing what it means.. =pP
oh wells... now its 4 weeks to final exams!! whee!! hahaa.. omg man... fabby looked so shagged today.. coz he slept late.. then raf as usual was walking around like his soul was attached to him by just a thin strand that may break anytime.. hahaa.. can see more ppl mugging le and meanwhile i am trying to catch up on those lectures i didnt quite understand or slept thru... it seems kinda daunting since the syllabus is not completed yet.. and once it is.. theres only 1 week to sum up all that we've learnt.. uni sure is tough life man!! most of the tests i find myself at average or slightly above average.. though i dont really know how the GPA thing work.. i can kinda guess being slightly above average wont warrant me a SEP or a FYP... how how?? gotta work it man!!
but at the same time all work and no play is boring right.. hahaa... man... recently think i may be infatuated with this gal that i see quite often but have no idea who she is... has a really sweet smile!! (my number 1 criteria!!).. really want to get to know her but don't know how leiz... part of me hoping god will provide an opportunity.. but another part of me knows that nothing will happen if i dont do anything.. but everytime i bump into her i just do the opposite of what i'm thinking!! oh man... maybe coz im afraid that even before i tried its a lost cause again.. also seeing so many handsome guys in NUS kinda demoralises me.. but well.... hahaa god show me a sign!! hahaa!! what should i do?? but now also nearing examinations.. lOLX what am i thikning??
oh todays practical was kinda fun.. haha did thin layer chromatography but the dots were so badly spread out i redid them 10times in total.. loLx.. talk about fully utilising school fees.. loLx.. first time fabby finish earlier than me lar!! hahaa.. somemore the benzaldehyde we handled smelt exactly like almond paste!! omg.. got the gian to drink sometihng almondy now.. haha that time also after the animal diversity and changi beach practical i had the gian for seafood.. lala.. stingray... sotong!! omg... then now theres also the sudden urge for dim sum!! haha omg... ruishan was right.. im getting fat!! =p
Deming Live to Eat!
My mind's unweaving/ 11:08 PM
Sunday, October 14, 2007
wah.. yet another weekend seems to whisk by again!! booO!!! damn sian.. but oh wells at least its quite a fun one this time =D on friday i went to changi village for lunch before meeting up with the rest of the NUS biodiversity people at changi beach... reach early so i went to sit down at this shelter where this old man and P*C woman was 'romancising'... i was holding back so much from puking man.. but the worst part was when the P*C woman started singing those high pitch old traditional chinese songs.. OMG.. they think they acting out a scene from lust; caution ar!! *faints*
dark clouds looming~~ (btw i couldnt take a nice shot without that stupid guy there! doh!)
maybe its coz of her terrible singing but as soon as the rest arrived there were very strong gales that forced us to take cover at the shelters just when we started... learnt about stuff like the supralittoral to sublittoral zones.. its pretty cool learning all this stuff and digging out all the organisms.. haha i will not look at beaches the same way anymore.. omg!! =XX when the weather deteriorated worst off we went to changi village for a drink as we continued our lesson in a kopitiam.. lolx!! cool man!!
thankfully the winds resided with just a slight drizzle and we went back to check out the littoral zones.. found stuff like sponges, horseshoe crab, anemones, hermit crabs and the usual barnacles... found slugs and sea snails too! =D later on went to see the fish the TA's caught up from the sea using a seine and saw a squid, and some unique fishes as well as a dead jellyfish... was also introduced to the flora from the sea too... cool stuff!! too bad didnt get to do seining coz other grps like fabby's one actually caught a seahorse!! like not cool lar!!
sandmap? hahaa.. no lar.. explaining about the zones~
sEa hibicus flower! nice eh! =D
baby hermit crab i caught! cute eh!!
look ma! i found a dinosaur!! (horseshoe crab actually!)
anemone!
Homo Sapiens (phyla: practical grp A8!)
Sea slug!
tranquil waters after the storm~
but the kinda biggest turnoff was a 20min MCQ CA after the ca where we had it on the pavement facing the sea.. lolx.. talk about scenic examinations.. and all the while we were deep in the CA the parakeets above were like 'laughing' at us!! hahaa.. but ok lar.. pretty simple so should score alot better than the essay.. =~~ sure die one lor that one.. after that saw a few more stuff before everyone boarded the shuttle bus back to nus.. sadly no one was keen for dinner at changi village as i initially hoped (abit inconvenient for them i gotta admit).. haha North East is still the best!! west S*CKS!! hahaa.. so i just met up with my mom at compass point for KFC with their ever shrinking chicken
later on at night i cycled out to meet kl at kovan for impromptu supper at the alishan taiwan porridge place.. hahaa.. its just darn cool cycling at night just for suppers.. love them!! =DDD if only got car with bike mount would bring to NUS so can jio those hall ppl for suppers.. hahaa.. though i enjoy long distance night cyclings i also love to have these short cycling trips where i can really dash on my bikes as i chase cars.. hahaa.. damn fun!! i love my wife!! =]
on sat was kl's bdae bbq so had some stuff to study and went out with parents before heading to parkway parade to meet up with our class ppl to look for presents.. haha saw quite some nice stuff but without an income i couldnt dare to buy them.. so sad lor.. hands so itchy and the only way to satiate my hunger for shopping is to buy presents for ppl (as well as do some WINDOW shopping myself.. lolx) boohooo.. i wanna work and earn money and spend money!!! students earn no income.. so they dont contribute to economy.. so we dont exist!! =D
later on went to kl and wee kiat's bbq at ECP pit 32.. was quite a long walk but once again get to see the gentle change of colours from bright orange.. to serene blue before the darkness of nights arrives with the crimson skies above.. seriously.. sometimes you all should just stop and look at all these beauty of the world we live in.. makes just living all worth it! =D had some good food and hup lee bee hoon before we started playing indian poker with level up pigs using my vodka raspberry!! hahaa.. finally finished that bottle but also abit regret nv bring more as i didnt feel one bit intoxicated.. haha thought finally can get wasted to cleanse all the unhappy feelings i have burrowed in myself thus far... oh wells...
had fun meeting up with some old frenz like gary etc... as we sat down and chat.. but its also kinda sad how being the uni students we all are... people come and chat about studies and sciences while i look on in horror.. lolx.. i miss the jc days man... when we NEVER talk about what we learn when we go outings.. lolx.. owells... its all the age of the MUGGERITAS now!! hahaa.. stayed on till 11pm plus till i felt really tired and fatigued so decided to leave earlier with the other sengkang ppl.. took a fast cab ride home before i K.O-ed..
woke up today and realized my right eye is swollen for some reason.. though i kinda recall my right eye being tired and i keep rubbing it.. its damn obvious and looks blue black now.. loLx... yucks.. dont dare to go out.. haha but no choice going to watch movie with the greenies later!! RE3!! dont really fancy the series but well... just hope its nice and worth the money ba!! hahaa now packing up my stuff abit before napping then will go watch the movie and go to my aunts house straight!! sun bian can go PS starhub to check out the W910i!!
my new phone to bE? W910i
haha finally come out le.. but end up now i keep wondering why iwanted to buy this phone when compared to W580i like not much diff lei.. but price diff is definitely there.. haha think coz W910 is 3G? since starhub gave me a $100 recontract voucher might as well use the chance to get it now.. hehee... $100 voucher lei!! omG!!! song boh... hahaa think they realised im a very good customer (though i pay sub fees flat every month) so they gimme one!! hopefully the slide feel will be as good too as the 3 models i thought of getting were W580i, W910i or U700.. but the other two the slide feel not as good as my current phone so didnt like them... hmmmzz
W580i
looks good! better camera too!! hmm how how?? u700??
haha anyone having these phones already can gimme some advice?? thanks!! =D ok time to go!! see ya ppl!! have a good week ;)
dEminG woohoo!! Sea Therapy.. the SEA!! the SAND!! the SUN!!! omg i will nv get sick of them!!
My mind's unweaving/ 2:23 PM
Thursday, October 11, 2007
haha i just realised that singing badly in front of my lappy is a good way to destress!! hahaa..lol.. though i see the minute cracks apearing on my lcd le.. loLX... not!!! booooo!! i'm back~~ hmmph... surprisingly, my longest bout of depression (refer to post 459) has increased from a record of 2 days to close to a week? haha even feeling ditched wasn't as bad as this one... baahh! too bad.. the turning point kinda came last night when i was studying my chem then i KOed at 9.30pm and woke up today at 6.45pm... WOW.. if its one word to describe the feeling.. its O*****IC!!!
oh wells.. was also thursday coffee day so bought a vanilla latte to start my day~~ woohoo!! then paid attention for both lectures (been ages since i last did) and after lectures still managed to revise 2 chapters of chemistry!! muhahaa... though the day was slightly spoilt by noisy brats who refuse to reason till i pull their ears so hard one of them cried and the other ear turned red... i'm still high!! hahaa.. maybe they'll complain and i'll get sacked.. all the better! haha...
ok lar... when i look at the time table realised only got 5 weeks left till final examinations!! (stress right!!) instead of getting depressed and give up i'm gonna give it my all!! gotta start planning my mug plan for this remainig 5 weeks man... no more mr nice guy or emo-ing... NUS has no place for such suckers... so i aint gonna be one of those statistics!! in fact i hope some of those P*Cs or sh*theads will get kicked out... muhahaa.. im evil~~
yeah tml also going changi beach for field trip!! was all sounding nice and fun till they uploaded the practical notes.. omg.. its so muggified.. haha so much for my enjoyable day at the beach... oh wells... but... ITS THE SEA!! THE SAND!!! THE SUN!!! (PLUS PRACTICAL NOTES!!) hahaa better than nothing... muhahaa got kl's bdae bbq on sat to look forward to... plus mugging session with greenies on sunday!! life's in colour again!!
dEminG a friend in need will see his true friends indeed..
My mind's unweaving/ 8:41 PM
Tuesday, October 09, 2007
hmmmzz... been a while since i posted anything.. personally i also dont enjoy posting all the stars ***** on my blog.. but many of my problems i also don't have anyone to talk to.. haha besides my besties only hear my crap even when im down nia~~ but somehow maybe its school lar.. just i dont feel myself.. when i go to lectures i dont usually start guns ablazing to disturb raf and pam or to crap during lectures.. just keeping quiet.. but not exactly paying full attention too.. when hanging out with buddies also like a sudden shortage of things to talk about.. just keeping quiet and listening...
yeah.. somehow happiness or just mere joy has been eluding me of late... dont really have anything to look forward to or anything to keep me entertained or something to have fun doing.. even my normal means of having a run, a swim or any other form of exercise to develop endorphins doesnt even feel good anymore... even when i take my wife out for a spin i still lack any enthusiasm or anything... yeah.. likely its school stress.. then when i study hard i also no longer feel any sense of achievement like i used to.. think econs really blew me away... studied really hard for it.. just cant believe it...
maybe i wont even be eligible for SEP... maybe i cant even take my final years project... nothing is looking positive for me of late... compared to hanging out with frenz nowadays i rather be alone.. maybe study abit... play abit... its like now life is all in monochrome.. its time like this i really enjoy the beauty of scenaries... even now i gaze upon the crimson red sky of the setting sun... or just browse through my melbourne photos of the sea... i feel some relief... but in the end... it will just end up as pessimistically as i see...
dEminG looking for happiness
My mind's unweaving/ 6:49 PM
Sunday, October 07, 2007
haiizz.. these days arent good days for me man.... first off the weather has been a total bitch... its either damn freaking sunny and hot or dry... or its humid and irritating... f***ing global warming... listen to what those damn enviromentalists have to say and quit farting your greenhouse gases up to the atmosphere you f***s.... argh!
haizz... then theres exams... just got results from my econs mid term last monday... only got 26/44... feel so damn f*** up stupid.. spending time during recess week to actually read the textbook like 2 times over... then the questions they ask are so out of the blue and tricky.. moreover i didnt have time to check through the answers anyways... even if i study hard also get these results... whats the point of studying hard man...
then also comes money problems... still trying to settle my internet problem at my aunts place.. but also dont like the feeling of incurring extra bills to myself... then again when i want to call in to enquire their freaking customer service aint working.. piece of shits... just deposited another lump sum of cash into my driving license account and i aint feeling any happy about it... cant wait for me to get the freaking license and get it over with... then i still waiting for my f***ing pay that is like 1 week overdue... keep dropping hints to rush him but he doesnt see the urgency for me.. ccb...
been chasing people for money for weeks already and im starting to get damn irrirated having to chase these people for money when they are the ones owing me money... yeah fine im sounding like an unreasonable f*** but cant they have the civic conscience to find me proactively instead of waiting for me to arrange with them to meet up! thank god for i-banking and condemn those idiots who dont know how to use them.. sick of doing things for people and keep giving myself more shit to do... f***ing sick of this...
dEminG f*** this..
My mind's unweaving/ 2:55 PM
Thursday, October 04, 2007
Wow... it feels like army all over again... hahaa.. as i mentioned now im currently staying at my aunts place during the weekdays to cut down travelling time as her house is directly south of NUS about 100m from Kent Ridge hall... so for this whole week i've been waking up at 7am (stark contrast from 530am) having breakfast then walking to schoool!! hahaa.. gotta admit the lack of travel really saves alot of my time to either sleep or study.... comfort wise is pretty ok as i can sleep well with the air con and the bed i got.. no complaints really... except the lack of a decent internet connection..
showed by the huge disparity in terms of online time on MSN throughout this week, yup! ladies and gentlemen.. the dinosaur called 56k dial up still exists!! arhh the sound of a phone line going "zzzz... duuu~~ tiiii~~~" this dinosaur is characterized by its incredibly slow speeds at downloading files and having slow load times for internet websites.... yes! it exists and its what im using to go online at my aunts place!! omg... but to install a broadband and all will incur costs to either her family or extra costs to my parents as well.. so up to now im still pretty much undecided how to move on from here... either to get m1 wireless broadband for myself (with cap of 5G0 or sign up for singtel broadband at aunts place... haizz...
otherwise i've been having a pretty cool week in school as school just started... sometimes i start off in the morning less 'high' then usual.. so much so that my fren think something happen to me.. haha but once i get 'high' i seem to be talking out of point more nowadays.. haiz... dunnoe whats wrong with me... hahaa.. oh! i cut my hair on the weekend.. haha my mom brought me to her hairdresser and cut.. though i still have no idea what hairstyle its called she left the fringe so i could leave some fringe design.. haha... self design ba! booo... but the hairdresser ask me use wax lei.. haha maybe i experiment one day... =pp
yup! i also finally got coh: opposing fronts!! hahaa. the long awaited RTS expansion from last years game of the year.. went vivo hoping to get it on 1 oct but their stock was delayed so i asked doreen help me check out amk hub and luckily they carried stock.. woohoo!! thanks to doreen i finally got my game!! whee!! so decided to repay her by buying her lunch ba.. (since she complain drinks not enough) loLX.. now still playing through but somehow i dont like the feeling of the expansion... the tactics very different and somehow the units all appear smaller. boooo!! =\
last night also went to meet wilson, bin and william to watch Lust, Caution!! wahh.. read the papers the night before saying the full uncensored version was 5/5 stars but to pull in huger audience they censored all the sex scenes and made it NC16... its based on a story of a woman part of a resistance trying to help assasinate a top pro-japanese official.. as the title states you can more or less imagine the story yup! at first i was worried it'll end up some lame philosophical or far fetched meaning like curse of the golden flower... but the acting and execution was really good with some memorable scenes.. but i gotta agree with the review that censoring the sex scenes might have undermined the design of the story quite abit.. no horniness here really.. go catch the movie and you'll understand...
Verdict: 3.5/5 (probably re-evaluate after watching the uncensored version)
alrighty... later going to give tuition.. the last 3 times le!! yeshhh hahaa... finally can quit this job and focus on studying and a free thursday night~~ whee!! haiz.. though i dont deny the money earned could prove useful i still think i can and deserve better pay than this... haha besides i cant stand some of the students.. being a teacher is a tough job i gotta say nowadays.. cant even scold or punish your students without risking your career... guess being a teacher as a last resort might have to be scratched out... dont think i wanna let myself become mere pawns of immature children abusing the privileges of having educated children to suppress teachers... being outta army not too long ago i wish i could scold the sh*t out of them until they peed in their pants... too bad i cant find the vocab to scold with impact without vulgarities anymore.. hahaa.. too soft hearted i guess...
dEminG siGning out!
My mind's unweaving/ 2:12 PM
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