Tuesday, February 20, 2007
happy lunar new year one and all!! wish all of you a prosperous and year RICH of joy and happiness!! wah... one blink and my 4 days of holidays has ended.. sh*t.. loLx.. back to 'good morning how may i assist you?' x100 a day.. gawd... haiz.. i mean who in the world doesnt bitch about their job? hehez..
more or less its the usual visiting.... first day went to my brother's ex nanny house.. all those 'kids' i knew before now all old and mature.. working.. while the small brats before are now in poly, jc with dyed hairs! lOlx... went to toa payoh to pray again this year as i thanked the gods for looking over me when i was in the army.. even amidst flying bullets and all to come out unscathed and a better man.. also thanked them for the health and happiness in the family and the people i know.. and of coz a favour for them to look over us again as i go on with my unending mission to bring joy to those i know in no matter how small a way! =D and of coz alittle side wish too.. that 2007 is the last year i'll be single!! lOLx
oh well.. went to grandma's place for nice dinner and usual play around with the cousins... second day was hosting day... unfortunately due to huge unpopular demand none of my classmates came over to my place much to my dismay... so i spent pretty much the day fending off attacks on my computer and psp from my naugthy younger cousins.. haha.. almost went overboard when they punched my keyboard and i 'kicked' them out of my room in a mini 'standoff' then they became repentant~~ haha.. oh well.. as how xb mentions it... its how they 'love' me ba... coz they nv hang onto any other cousins more than me! loLx.. i think i got too much an affinity with kids manz..
and then came day 3.. woke up to my aching bones to go to mr kweks place... was feeling really down that morning as i only got response from fabian, kl and alvin they were 'on' and coming too.. well to explain myself i sent out a mass sms to all of my 2S04 classmates a week back inviting them over to my place on monday and to visit mr kwek on tuesday.. most of them replied promptly with mainly negative responses and to my shock even asking me who i was... **didnt i send out so many mass sms saying i changed my number!!** f***! and coz of monday i thought today might turn out the same.. even last night as some gave me last min sms enquiring by going to mr kweks place, some had to land the finishing blow by simulatneously just replying they arent going after all...
but to my surprise at 9am sharp came calls from yong shen, donghai, alvin... then came along hao yi with fabby and even jun kok who couldnt come at first... well.. i really felt my cheeks reddened when i saw my pals i havent met for almost 2 months.. loLx.. but it was fun no less as usual as we made our way to mr kwek's place to bai nian.. had a good chat... jokes.. laugther... with 8 guys.. jun kok, alvin, donghai, fabian, hao yi, yong shen, kiat loong and me together with 8 oranges.. it was a great morning i gotta say man... HUAT ar!! =D
came back on jun kok's AE86 and played GoW with KL as donghai stored energy to meet his gf haha.. then went to visit my dua yi po.. last time i didnt notice as much but i felt my heart ache and teared as i saw her skinny frame and heard her life story from my mom.. she was a very charitable woman who cared for my mom's family when she was rich before till the husband passed away and her 2 sons (1 uni grad who refused to work and 1 who cheated the money her husband left behind and ran away) leeched off their savings.. as i heard the story i could feel the anger burning inside to find the 2 sons and beating the sh*t out of them but as i see her skinny shaking frame.. all i could do was clench my fist with tears welling in my eyes swearing that i shall never allow such a thing to happen to anyone i know!
we ended off the day visting my dad's ex co chatting abt their travels and health matters.. it struck me as my dad recounted his near encounter few years back when he suffered a heart attack.. i could barely remember how i responded back then but my mom commented that i was 'cool' and 'relaxed' but as i think back i could only remember vaguely i was actually praying very hard down there and telling myself nothing will happen thats how i kept my 'cool' but really i always thanked god since then for the family that i still have by my side....
as the night comes down and a new year's work starts.. i guess its time for some resolutions for the chinese version that i didnt fulfil in the 2months of the english new year i had! haha.. gotta work hard man.. 7 more months and its uni.. gotta work on quite a few things.. and maybe some lucky things may happen to me? ;) well.. its not due to relative's nagging abt my bro's wedding.. but i guess its time to give it a shot? haha.. happy lunar new year people!! cherish your past... strive in your present.. and look forward to a great future!!
huAt ar!!!
dEminG
besT wiShes!!
My mind's unweaving/ 10:14 PM
Wednesday, February 14, 2007
hey heyz~~ lOlx.. honestly speaking today isnt very much diff from a normal day except for gay sightings.. receiving both real-life and handphone chocolates hearing millions of confessions and lost souls over the radio... or finally getting my hair cut... haha.. valentines day.. funny day i gotta say... this morning when i was going to work.. saw bunch of ladies at a flower shop buying flowers.. i really hope they arent buying for themselves? LoLx! poor things.. no wonder i see so many gals in civilian or uniforms all day carrying flowers when they are alone.. =}
saw flowers and gifts and all in the office too.. love is really all around huhz.. haha.. well though i did detest valentines day due to the commercial scam it is.. thinking abt it.. for a day that people can rekindle romance or feel the love again... it aint that bad really huhz.. was having dinner with my colleagues and our supervisor when he brought up the topic of what was the most romantic thing we ever did before... haha of coz i aint going to say it over here man.. so paisey... =}
during our break also my colleague found this cool link at wikipedia about valentines day and all sorts of days related to it.. in korea there is this black day on april 14 when those who did not receive anything for Valentine's Day or have anyone to give a gift to gather together to eat Jajangmyun (Chinese-style noodles in black sauce). loLx.. so for ppl who didnt get anything this valentines.. go eat char kuay teow on april 14 kz? hahaha...
YESh! after work despite my colleagues disbelief i really ran off to cut my hair and not to meet any secret gf or anything... oh man.. if i had one i wouldnt be secretive man! haha even old pals i meet on msn ask me who i went out with... well what can i say? thats called commitment man.. to work on valentines day! =] up next! cny!!
dEminG
whaTs the meaNing of ChoColates for guyS anywayS?
My mind's unweaving/ 10:17 PM
Sunday, February 11, 2007
gawd.. remind me never to waste 16 sms everytime i feel charitable... haiz... last time only guys coz the gals got sch.. now even the guys got work and all... i really dont wanna waste anymore energy man... screw it.. shalt brood over it.... so i was at vivocity alone shopping from 12nn till 2pm until finally donghai and the vs gang joined up to shop...
yup basically its to get 1 more top and a pair of shoes for cny... went to zara, river island, adidas (met zhen hao!! weeh!) etc.. but didnt really see much of the top i looking for... shortlisted a few.. a polo tee from fox men.. a t-shirt from espirit... a abstract t-shirt from freshbox too... but seemed alittle ex so didnt get it at first..
after that we headed to queensway and gawd it was HELL.. i didnt notice my face was totally black and pissed off looking till jk mentioned it to me.. loLx... it was stuffy... cramp... f***ing crowded and i could not find anything nice or fitting for myself!! grrr... in the end didnt get anything either.. would rather pay more and get a confirmed quality and at least got the freedom to try the clothes and be satisfied before purchasing the clothes...
after that when the vs gang disbanded, i was heading back to nel with ys when i met vincent and kai jie coincidentally.. hands still itching from not buying anything i agreed immediately (more like forced myself unto them.. loLx) to go to bugis with them... haiz.. in the end also same.. nv see anything nice or fitting.. i was actually looking for a bright kinda shirt.. like red.. orange... bright nice colour.. but either too long.. too dark shade etc.. couldnt find a nice shortlist in bugis.. disappointed man..
after dinner headed to bugis street.. oh man.. if queensway was hell.. bugis street is humid hell man.. was squeezing like mad.. melting when shopping.. i wondered how their clothes survived the humidity and sweat and heat man... confirm quality will deteriate with time.. haha the shops were so small there was no space for changing rooms.. had to use curtains to create spaces to change or the changing room barely had space to reach out half my arms.. and there was no mirror! omg.. i was so praying that that shopping will end asap.. but since vince and kj saw some nice clothes i patiently endured the heat..
oh well.. in the end.. i rather go orchard.. vivo.. suntec to shop man... so much more comfy though ex.. going to work night shift this whole week from monday to friday... dunnoe got time to go buy my shortlised clothes not.. besides havent got my hush puppy shoes yet... and YESH!got my payslip le.. weeh~~ $1500++ after CPF deduction.. now more motivated to shop le.. hehz!
dEminG
to spend after working so hard... ROCKS!!
My mind's unweaving/ 11:35 PM
Wednesday, February 07, 2007
woOT!! just saw the dance floor just now... was commenting like mad.. i thnk the judges are too exagerrated man.. haha.. only the older female judge seems like a professional dancer manz... man.. really got my dancing genes jumping and jumping.. sh*t!! if i ever gonna form a grp i wanna go and compete next year if there is another instalment manz!!
alright out of the 8 grps tonight heres my judgement!!
grp 1: break force crew
nice coords and slick moves.. but i've seen better hip hop dances...
grp 2: freestylers
very slick and fluid moves for the chinese guy.. but the connection with the crowd dies out halfway through the routine
grp 3: Gold Fac3
totally no theme... trying to abit of too many things... slow and clumsy routines too... synchro also bad.. bleahz
grp 4: fascination
haha the old man and his couple are so stiff and i bet he doesnt understand english manz! his face was -_- the whole routine! kudos for their bravery and making it to the top 32.. but even ballroom dancing should have a kick in it man!
grp 5: LSA
omg.. even its 2 ppl.. their moves are sooOoO different it doesnt connect man.. losta energy no doubt.. but that... skirt stripping part.. totally spoiled the momentum.. with? DISGUST... ugh..
grp 6: JDI
hmm.. true the acting aspect unseen in the other grps so far.. but they got much more potential to shine with better and slicker chronography
grp 7: platinum
no sh*t! PHAT indeed.. loLx.. pretty hot and tempting.. oh man... looks aside their moves are really synchronized and their chemistry worked alot for a not too moving song they danced too.. definitely a notch above the others in term of large grp dancing
grp 8: VAS & PRIS
first impression: eew.. bad costumes.. ang moh and stiff looking gal.. but MAN i was totally captivated by their energy.. volatility.. omph and chemistry with the crowd.. the guy definitely is not new to dancing and the lady had some trouble catching up.. but kudos to them man... really huge impacted performance
VERDICT:
If i will vote for the 2 best grps.. it'll be platinum and Vas & Pris... breakforce crew would be third amongst the 8 i saw.. but i definitely seen better hip hop crews!
too bad cant attach clips from the recap... dont think you all will understand man... ooh man.. the shouting.. the cheering... suddenly i feel all hot and wanting to hit the dance floor again.... omg omg.... i need to sleep to kill this energy man....
dEminG
aRrrrH! i'm goING crazy!! how come i cant find a grp?~!?~
My mind's unweaving/ 9:01 PM
Monday, February 05, 2007
well i guess im one guy who can never reach the fine balance.. but i understand myself that i've always been the quality type of person... but the demand of quantity seems more important in the case of money making and earning a living... today is my first day in the new department.. though its not very diff from before.. the handicap of being unable to check some things and the seemingly high quota to hit seems daunting enough...
some things i anticipated.. others i didnt.. surely enough i find myself a nice exercise of standing up and walking up and down the entire day...sure gets hard to get used to the handicap and of having to rely on others.. then theres the shock of seeing how people are able to hit so many calls... when listening i was even more surprised.. quality was DEFINITELY compromised in such cases which rung up my thoughts i heard from my friend before of how quantity matters above all else.. maybe its a culture shock.. maybe i will get used to it over time...
really its hard to find a satisfying job that grants both good pay.. good exp.. and good feeling.. there are many things i am capable of.. but cheating my own conscience i feel hard to.. well i guess if the job feels that im not up to it.. or either i feel i dont belong in such a service.. i guess its time to move on...
speaking of moving on.. i finally got my chalet booked for my birthday.. haha.. but when i think of the people i want to invite my parents were shocked with the estimate number i gave.. hmm... theres so many ppl i have met these 21 years.. maybe some wont come even if i invited.. maybe some may ask why didnt i invite them.. its yet another headache on the list~~
dEminG
iS there no job that appreciates quality service?
My mind's unweaving/ 8:18 PM
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