hahaz... these few days been spent playing losta games and staying home all day manz.. its like those holidays i spent when i was in sch just saving cash and staying home entertaining myself with anime, tv and games... loLX... it feels kinda good to relive that decadent life.. loLx.. hopefully it doesnt become part of me though.. >.<
today went back to sr to visit teachers with wx and dong.. (alvin ps) hahaz.. not as much change compared to the last time i visit... the juniors were having promos so the teachers were kinda free as they took their chinese paper today... then the J2s were mugging.. coz its 34 days to A lvls.. lOlx.. so tempted to put a +3 at the signboard (to OrD!!!) 37 days!! wooHoo~!! talked to miss cheng, mr kwek abt army, uni and sch.. loLX...
later on still went kovan with wx to rent dvds and vcds.. think i also gonna borrow some to kill time when i ord.. hehz... too bad no pirated games shop... >.< but man i miss the kovan bk the most lorz.. now become some funyn expensive hong kong restaurant.. bleahz... after hard canoeing training or long nights of studying.. bk has always been the chill out point for us lorz.. now close le.. so sad..
last night went to yum cha for dinner with my mom and sis-in-law.. eat all the chef recommendation.. phew... shiok manz.. hahaz... great food~~ afterwhich went carrefour to look for bicycle.. gonna buy a bike soon... hopefully next week can get.. so can travel ard during the days im taking leave/off as well as after i ord~~ just pray that it wont strike 3.. (stolen) hahaz..
just finished watching 2 long running fantastic anime i've been watching all this while.. 1. school rumble S2 and 2. Ouran High school host club.... both are romance comedy type.. but its the comedy that really keeps me addicted.. hahaz.. sadly both series ended today with 26 episodes... although school rumble ended off with a clear indication of a S3 (season 3) ouran which was equally memorable ended off with those 'happy ending' type.. sobZ... gotta pay tribute to them siaz.. sobZ....
totally hilaRiouS!! schooL rumblE s2!!
ouran hiGh school hoSt club!! 11/10!!
but well with boon's suggestion i've started on blood+.. looks promising.. but reviews mention its weak points and all.. hope it doesnt dissappoint me!! for series still ongoing its welcome to nhk and kiba.. not as good as the 2 series that just ended.. but well.. as long as it keeps me looking forward to something.. its good i guess~~ hahaz.. hope haruhi suzumiya 2 comes out soon!!
dEminG aniME freak? noPe.. more of animE appreciaTor~~ =]
My mind's unweaving/ 10:40 PM
Tuesday, September 26, 2006
yeah~~ super long weekend at last.. got tuesday till sunday free.. on off + leave... muahahaz.. too bad yesterday didnt get marksman for CS.. otherwise would have been $200 richer.. was very upset at first but i kinda resigned to my fate already... once being void due to a admin mishap.. this time almost an act of god... haiz.... nvm... nvm...
after the end of the exercise was hearing my buddy out abt how he was pissed off with the other coy that went out with us and the neutrals... somehow listening i didnt know if i should admire or scold him... i admire his capacity to compromise so much and still do not revolt back when others are trying to exploit us... but also dunnoe should tell him to not hold back and let other people climb over your head as you're keeping quiet...
i mean.. wah lao eh.. all same batch... still wanna teh rank... wtf lorz... regular or nsf we're all PCs.. use rank to cut queue and all... not justifiable lorz... hahaz.. also abt their ammo point ic being so high initiative to take up the easy job quote:"sir, leave it to us~ dont need to worry~" of coz lar.. before lunch already can keep already... talk abt 'bu yao lian'.. hmph... on the morning itself also throw spanner say not bringing this or that then say they gonna share our stores.. its almost like you're going to get married at a church but then your organiser say "cannot book church... we'll do it at your house at 8 tml~"
moreover... wtf sia.. after everything finish they took OUR tonners without our knowing to trooplift their men back and gave the drivers instructions to head back to camp assuming we had our own transport back... like duh!! you took OUR tonners~! somehow very magical.. to get there they used their store tonner to make multiple trips.. then somehow at night they got tonners to do trooplift all at once... how about C coy? "oh.. use their store tonner make multiple trips lorz"
if it was me i would have already scolded them on the spot... thats what im known for ba during my cadet course.. loLx.. sure i show everyone face.. but when they dont return the favour.. they'll be in for some pain and sh*t in the face.. loLx.. thats why my peer apraisal so poor~ loLx.. but well.. after cleaning arms and waiting for our own ammo point ic past midnight then we went back bunk cheers to a cold can of beer and ZzzzZzZzzz~~
really sux to see my buddy so pissed over such things that can be avoided siaz... but to show them face and not to make them feel so guilty and rotten i decided to keep my mouth shut.. but well im kinda tempted to ask them to conduct with me.. then i'll give them a piece of my mind.. on what its like to try to exploit C company!!
dEminG don'T mEss with thE CougaRians!! B boyS!!
My mind's unweaving/ 7:58 PM
Sunday, September 24, 2006
loLx.. abit bad to not go out with my s10 frenz today but well maybe coz i felt more obliged to go out with my 2s04 classmates... miss the funny lot quite a bit since a long absence... but well as the saying goes, "absence makes the heart fonder".. or something lidat ba? =]
went to harbourfront to meet up with my class for dim sum lunch... was set at 1oct originally.. but coz of exam committments that weiling pointed out we brought forward to today... but gotta admit i think thats a good choice.. coz the attendance was surprising good... not just the ladies but the men as well~~ hahaz.. in total 17 of us were present today... a rare number after such a long time... guess dim sum has its wonders~~ loLx..
ate at dragon gate restaurant.. was $18.50 i think.. with GST and service charge it amounted to $20.. but was really free flow of dim sum.. hahaz.. first time i went on dim sum with my frens was with the s10 brudders and sistas... at yum cha.. was ala carte then.. thats why the idea of a dim sum buffet came to mind... wasnt too far off from yum cha... some dishes were better.. others werent that good.. but for $20 i really ate to my hearts content~! rating 4/5~~~
draGon gaTe waRrioRs~~ hahAz.. dim Sum warriorS!!
after that and taking photos we went to ps to shop(ladies) and arcade(guys).. later on the gals left without notice so the guys went on to chill... so i suggested tcc... unfortunately was full so we took outside seats.. had a oreo mocha frappe.. wasnt too bad.. chilled ard chated like old times... then we left lorz.. tonight gotta book in for tml's combat shoot so went home to rest first..
SLA 2 the sEqueL... (whEres the kinG?)
the good news is i'm free from tuesday to sunday!! hahaz.. tuesday wednesday is bn off.. i took thursday and friday leave... so i got a 6 day break~!! wooOhoo~~ anyone free can ask me out.. coz i bet i'll be freaking bored.. thinking of my program for these 6 days.. gotta be cheap coz running low on cash for this month.. most prob i'll try to shape up alittle with swimming and runnings.. and maybe drop by sch~! hahaz.. even if i wanted also wont have dates coz no money~~ hahaz... hopefully i stick to my plan to have a good workout this week~~!
kkz ba.. go play some WoW... then later book in le... anyone plays WoW? low level one.. hahaz join me leiz.. one person play abit sianz.. heHZ... till next time~~ takE care everyonE!!
dEMinG sEe you on tuEsday~!
My mind's unweaving/ 5:34 PM
Saturday, September 23, 2006
phew finally that major exercise was over... now only left with 3 more.. haiz... but well at least it turned out very smooth for a live firing... was one hella hectic time planning and all manz... but its just good enough to see everything go smoothly.. didnt like the part when your superiors all get tense when their superiors come to disturb... haiz.. then when they're tense they start rushing all of us... so irritating...
the week went on with misc work to do.. but mostly helping ky with his cbt shoot.. otherwise its time wasting in camp with nothing to do.. back when we were so busy i was hoping we were more free... now we're so free i wonder whats the point of being in camp at all... but still i feel so tired that i had immense dreams through the week... whenever i sleep after a tiring/hectic day i always have significant dreams/nightmares that i actually remember.. one was about me being in someplace really really cold... loLx.. (maybe it really was cold when i was sleeping) the other was like i seemed to be running away for some reason... weird dreams but it sure left me thinking 'hmmm interesting dream... but what was it again?'
yesterday went to meet weiliang, pok, mon, dawn, weilun, daren, zhen hao to meet up with ade who just came back from US for summer break.. hahaz.. again mon brought us to the crystal jade xiao long bao for some la mian.. but sure long time nv see they all sia... mon like lost her chubby side le.. loLx.. good to hear that she's gymming.. had me worried back when we just enlisted and she was getting sooooo lazy.. but as dawn pointed out.. mon really looks 100% like that 'samsui' korean character.. the dressing, back view.. all exactly the same!! loLx..
the guys werent much diff.. loLx.. but after ade pointed out darren and weiliang really lost alot of weight compared to back in school.. haha.. how come im the only one who gained weight in NS.. >.< in fact im trying to lose weight le!! hahaz..later on went to swensons at crown prince for ice cream.. more from 85 batch like zhi qiang joined us later on too.. after a long chat and complains over the heightened prices and lousy serving, we went to cineleisure to play CS.. hahaz.. still quite taiko sia me.. >.<
today was more of a own time own target for myself... hahaz wnet to amk for lunch then went to look for PSP games.. nothing new nor cheaper so was thinking of going sim lim to join ys not or go clementi look for game... but well didnt have anything to get at simlim so i headed straight for clementi.. bought company of heroes.. end up come back install but had a spoilt file.. bleahz.. tml go back to change.. due to the dissapointment i just thought of trying World of warcraft.. just created a night elf druid... quite addictive but its really boring to play alone.. anyone plays WoW too? hahaz.. level 5 only.. =p
hahaz.. enjoy every moment in lifE!
dEminG clEaring leave/off periodically~~
My mind's unweaving/ 11:22 PM
Saturday, September 16, 2006
oh manz... its 50 days left to ord sia... somemore i got about 17 days of leave and off accumulated... still gotta minus the weekends.. its soooo soon its kinda freaky.. got to start moving my equipment back home from camp... my fridge.. my toiletries.. my uniform... etc etc etc.... soon i gonna dekit my office too... soBz.. all my pictures i put up.. my personal computer to work with... big spacious area... comfortable air con.... its almost too hard to part with...
but well we gotta move on.. loLx.. wanted to bring notes to study but the week ended up more busy than i figured... was alot of accounting for losses and all.. being investigating officer for tons of cases... signed till my pen ran out of ink... >.< moreover i still have to conduct a few more exercises... a live firing and some infantry stuff... wanting to have my weekend i took friday off coz im on duty tml...
after a hectic thursday.. it was great to see my guys off for their long weekend.. mostly were in high spirits as they also knew their ord was near.. simple words like 'thanks sir~' 'bye sir~' 'have a good weekend!' really made my day... with them in high spirits how couldnt i? =] about 7 more weekends to move my stuff back... then i'm on my own....
one thing i feel about myself changing is somehow i'm so used to being alone... as a PC in camp... with but other fellow pcs as companions... even they were hard to chance upon... i still feel that i enjoy the company of many... just like the rooftop bbq my coy commanders had the other day... but when i went out yesterday.. i felt so isolated... was going to ipod centre to enquire about changing my batt.. later went to take a look ard.. somehow i felt very very uncomfortable walking ard by myself... maybe coz i also didnt get to fix my ipod (change batt = $108, diagnostic = $40) and didnt see any nice clothes or books to buy... its almost like a 'fear-to-be-alone-amongst-the-crowd' syndrome.. but unlike others i dont have a really steady bunch of frenz nowadays i can ask out any time.... its such a cold feeling....
well hope i get out of it soon enough... later going to meet the sotongs for dinner at bugis there.. try out some zi cha.. hahaz.. maybe drop by the national library for some reading materials for my duty tml?? just hope i dont get too used to being alone that i may find myself alone for the rest of my life.. =p
hAhaz.. thE hippO sinGing.. liGhten up youR day~! join in thE doG danCe if you can~! =]
dEminG leSs than 7 wEeks to go!!
My mind's unweaving/ 1:20 PM
Sunday, September 10, 2006
wooH!!! MOOD => SUPER HIGH, WORRIES => ZERO, STRESS=> ZERO.... atec is finally over!! hahaz.. although i did get by it without firing a single rd.. in no way did i screw up or lack in doing for those 4 days of tough fighting... the missions were more perculiar in a sense.. the scenario really caused alot of trouble for myself especially due to its requirements.. caused quite an upset prior to the start...
there were hiccups here and there.. but most of the missions went smoothly.. hitting most of our objectives... most were in the day as compared to our usual night ones.. really took its toll on everyone especially the 2nd day when it was freaking hot.. coupled with the combined weight of the full gear, it caused me extreme headache and pain as i pushed myself so that my men who carry more than me would not feel ashamed of me...
thankfully between the missions there were some time to recuperate as i tried to cool my head off with water or catch some precious sleep.. in the end it felt just like any other outfield we had previously.. just that there were many umpires roaming ard and the training was more realistic too.. had some fun and all.. but it was still the most satisfying when we all gathered for our final debrief and orders to return back to camp that gave me wings.. - to fly!
we returned on friday as we cleaned our equipment before myself and ky who were left to clear the arms completely knocked out due to the barely 30min sleep we had before the last mission that totally tired us out... both of us were like "phase shifted" into another dimension as shaking nor shouting at us could wake us up.. loLx.. but it was a satisfying nap... a peaceful one with no more worries.. one that i had wished for for quite sometime..
stayed on sat as the duty officer and took the chance to do some catch up sleep as i carried out the usual routines... weekends were generally less busy so i had the time to go visit this puppy my platoon adopted and named "pink".. really cute fella... very domesticated by now... hahaz.. was playing ard and really happy when we returned from our outfield too..
now that the final obstacle is cleared.. i have also started thinking of whats next.. suddenly the light at the end of the tunnel is so bright that i feel a sense of insecurity.. as i consider the options.. to study/revise on my subjects as a refresher? to shape up and keep fit? to start up my dance routine? meet up with friends more regularly? open up my social circle? start clubbing again? theres so much i wanna do... but well... lets take it a step at a time..
been a very short weekend considering i got home this morning.. went out with ys,jk,wx,caleb,eve,char and ronald to suntec for dinner at sizzler.. was a good sumptous meal and went shopping too.. was totally quiet and empty for a weekend even if its a sunday.. maybe some ppl really think its all closed off... but it was still maneurvable to the public... did some shopping and arcade gaming... har... i can feel the civilian life flowing into me... as a true nsf would like to say when he feels like that...
ORD LE!!!
dEminG anD the nExt step is takEN
My mind's unweaving/ 11:39 PM
Sunday, September 03, 2006
have you ever told a lie that perpetually became a sin before? i do not know if its my destiny or something.. but its like the hidden shadow in me that comes to haunt me with guilt and all... the last time i recalled having such a feeling was back in sec sch... maybe its a reflex arc to say things that arent true or not even talk about it that it becomes harder and harder to resolve.. haiz.. its such a sad phenomenon dont you think??
i pretty much spent the day yesterday at home playing games.. was thinking of going to town to fix my ipod mini but coz no company and nothing else much to do there... so guess i postphone till next time again ba.. later went to gramps place for dinner then left about 8.30pm to keng yang's place for a armour cadet gathering~~
hahaz played alot of funny games ar... zong ji mi ma, quiz, finger pointing etc etc.. damn fun... esp when everyone was targeting someone to get drunk.. loLx.. honestly i was alittle worried they'll do "deming's video part 2" from SOA.. *shiverS* lucky i just kana a 'latecomers' full cup of mix and some sips along the way so i was pretty much spared... was nice to see old faces like yee han, guan yong, peter, jon tan jon chen etc... played till 11 lidat then went back with kai kian and aaron..
dEminG anD so aTec StaGe 2 shaLl enD soon~~
My mind's unweaving/ 10:17 AM
Friday, September 01, 2006
yeah~~ next week atec!! ok thats all im gonna talk abt it... brrr... anyways today was our unit's outing by kallang~! sure brings alot of fabulous memories of my old trg ground... (thrown off plautoon etc) hahaz.. wasted alot of time in the morning due to the sloppiness of the men... it is hard to gather so many guys at one place.. but being uncooperative, runnning all about like kids, they arent really helping really...
after an hour or two taken to account for strength the first teams went to get the boats for the practise.. they barely rowed 500m then started to splash water at other boats.. hahaz.. guess thats the only fun they derive for this ba? personally it was also really tiring considering its only my 3rd time dragon boating... worst still some guys were just plain lazy letting us row them ard as they just waited for the chance to splash water at others~
but it was fun too rowing ard screaming our a**es off and the boat still refusing to move.. hahaz.. in the end my something like those "house" was the last or something.. hmmz... was alittle disapointed of course.. but its really a team effort.. and i know i tried my best.. no prior trg anyways~~ so well~~
faX sure can do a wide smilE~ *stunnEd*
thought today teacher's day would be half day for school too.. so after washing up and left kallang about 12 lidat i thought of dropping by sr.. end up when i msg miss cheng and mrs lim did i learn that the cerebrations was yesterday.. loLx.. and today was a full day!! omG.. its been like ages since i experienced a teacher's day.. sighz.. so well so off i went home to play heroes 5~~ hahaz..
tml maybe going to town? really itching to fix my ipod mini... then theres also comex happening at expo.. then theres gramps place to go at night... then theres really nothing else for me... so well... maybe ask ppl out? no idea who to ask nowadays... so used to going ard alone or at least accompanied by my psp(social escort?)
caN sEe me in the Distance holDing a plaStic flag aT the boW? loLx lanE 5 i think~
pS: to aLl teachErs, teAcherS-to-bE, Were-tEacherS~~ haPPy teachers day!!
dEminG 1...2.... puLL!!
My mind's unweaving/ 9:57 PM
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