Saturday, December 31, 2005
hey hey.. been awhile since i bloged huh.. lOLx.. nothing much.. as usual oeti was abit waste of time yet quite imporatnat at the same time... only highlights was yesterday and day before... met hy for dinner at harbourfront.. had our dinner at breeks.. wasn't too fantastic.. but pretty ok lar... worth my treat.. >.< nice to see old frenz after so long...
then yesterday daniel, fax and li koon came over my place this time for xbox.. loLx.. had my first shot at burnout revenge and winning eleven... coz i dont really like nor play soccer i usually dont play winning 11.. but coz only 4 of us just play lorz.. though i sucked completely in it.. loLX~~ played till 4am today before sleeping at the living room... been a while since i had ppl staying over at my house.. too long maybe.. =]
but well i spent the rest of the the last day of 2005 sleeping.. waking up to watch the last installation of LOTR: The Return of the King... long but nice lar... love the hero parts.. hahaz.. now all changed and ready to meet up with the canoes for dinner then mambo jambo to welcome the next year.. loLx.. abit sian by the tot of mambo.. but well its the company that matters.. hahaz...
before i leave my last tag for 2005... just like to tell ya guys to take some time to reflect on 2005... this year being my first in NS was filled with much experiences i never had before as a student.. happy ones... sastisfactory ones.. sad ones and dissapointing ones... i made many new frenz.. some foes... some which hang by the balance.. not forgetting the old ones that have bonds so strong you truly feel that they will stay for life.. i met my aims of 2005.. to be an officer... maybe for being a respectable fellow in the army is not there yet... to be a fillial son which i believe i have achieved pretty well considering how much closer i am with my family now... and also to be a memorable fren... loLx.. sounds weird.. but theres nothing more sastisfying for me than to be appreciated and treasured by my frenz as much as i cherish them... 2005 has been a bumpy ride for me.. and i did make it thru... to herald 2006.. i would like to leave behind all those sour and sad memories but to remember the lessons and jewels of 2005...
for all of you out there... happy 2006!! and may all your aspirations come true!! may god smile upon you as we carry on this journey.. the journey of life... take care!!
dEminG
to a neW yeaR.. comEs reneWed hapPinEss!!
My mind's unweaving/ 6:34 PM
Thursday, December 29, 2005
there are a few things that ever made me high (non-drug alcoholic induced).. thats 1: having the strong wind blowing against me.. (be it sea breeze, canoeing sprints, cycling etc) 2:dancing... 3:making ppl happy....
not tat i advocate that everyone should go clubbing.. but my re-fresher course on clubbin in zouK has become more than i could ever expected... clubBin owns man!! well being a guy too one main thing is that clubbin is the only place in s'pore where i really feel that there are HOT babes in singapore.. wooO... another is the wonderful music and unrestricted dancing(lest the space constraint) that got me really high without even drinking anymore than the cover drinks and some sips of the other guy's jugs...
today.. or i mean yesterday was a longest day manz... as usual oeti day sucked... bleahz.. at least i got a gold medal for this tough burnout race at last... yeAH! went back to compass point, got a haircut b4 dinner and resting at home b4 leaving home at 8pm... overestimated the journey and got to zouk at 8.45pm.. (supposed to meet at 9.30pm) chiLled out at the grand copthorne.. like some resident lidat.. (hehz the trick is must have the 'sey') so no troubles there... wait till 9.30pm then went in with geoff, wen jin, jia jun and raymond.. end up they ciaoz for dinner then i wait soooooooooo long in zouk(which was empty then) then the guys only came in at 10pm.. tmD...
gin way was first time at club so i gave him a mini tour.. gotta say i'm damn pissed off with peter... f**king b*stard... scum of the earth man really.. 1: he's the one who said wanna make gw high and drunk and laid and all... end up he just f*ck care him and toss him aside making him feel out of place... why so? becoz he is 2:a f**king flirt! a f**King unfaithful f**ker... he has a gf.. and he f**king frenched and hugged and petted some gal he picked up.. WAT THE F***??? this kinda guy though is mine fren.. i cannot forgive him as a man... f**king bastard... hope god does something to him... just becoz got money then looks not too bad think he f**king own the world... i just detest men who do not treasure their loved ones... i HATE EM!
hmPh! anyways back to the point.. at first coz i long time nv go club i was getting SUPER bored.. coz gin way kept asking me qns here and there.. and the entire gang was busy talking abt how to pick up girls... get laid and all... of coz i didnt join in... it was disrespectful behaviour to me... like some brothel lidat.. so i ended up cold and dry.. was thinking it is gonna be the most f**ked up clubbin session coz of the different intentions of the company i came with... when things started heating up.. 3 guys were busy getting SUPER intimate (first time see so intimate so up close too >.<) in the club.. (no prob for the 2 single guys... but....) so i and the other guys felt weird dancing ard them.. so they broke away.. then left me stranded.. then the high started to kick in...
phew.. lessons learnt from refresher: 1:ALWAYS dance with ladies ard... as alvin put in.. dont sausage fest.. (not in a club of guys you dont know)it kept you high even without drinks! though today was a myriad of diff experience.. (i.e some gal mistaken i was INTENTIONALLY bumping into her from the back.../a gal grinding me as i squeezed thru../some gals who got the high from me dancing =) etc etc) thats the whole feel.. at first shy lar.. but after i got some courage i just went ard dancing behind the gals.. but of coz i took extra precaution not to do anything accidentally.. 2: either go with gals you know or go with a bunch of guys who are out just for fun too... coz sometimes as i danced close to the ladies when i was alone some big fat STUMPS squeezed in and hindered my dancing and all... somemore they stood there like logs... bleahz!
but i got really high from dancing... just love phuture's music manz... also got high then my self esteem like shot up rocket high... kept looking deep into the ladies eyes as i danced and felt really flirtateous.. (of coz i wasn't) loLX!! the ladies really do enjoy the attention... sometimes i look also can feel abit of electricity.. ouch!
in the end it all ended at 4pm.. then keng yang and myself went to zouk ahwhile before sharing cab home.. agreed to go next week again.. coz last wed b4 we as PCs get busy and not free on wednesday nights.. got home at 4.45pm... took a good shower.. now in my No.4 le.. nv sleep at all.. blogging too.. hahaz.. still very high manz... i hope mambo jambo has losta hot babes like today.. then i'll be high all nyE lonG~~ loLx...
dEminG
timE to K.O duRing lEctures.. muhAhahaz
My mind's unweaving/ 5:21 AM
Tuesday, December 27, 2005
have you ever wondered if rain brought any special meaning to the world? maybe i was too bored.. but i have noticed that rain always come down heavily on days when the world suffered great sufferings... 9-11, boxing day tsunami... etc... maybe it was the gift whom the ones who passed on left behind for the world.. for water brought life... and to me it wasn't anything scary or phenomenal to think this way.. but a way for us to remember the beauty of life.. and to live every moment of it to the fullest...
well.. today was another uneventful OETI day.. haiz.. it was practical test but was more of a revision given by the instructors when we got the questions wrong... in retrospect from 8 to 5.30pm we only worked for 15minutes.. and the rest waiting and eating... haiz... but at least i finally learnt how to do the fuel stuff clearly!! hahaz...
hmmz i dunnoe if i blogged but yesterday i invited fabby, kiat loong and ys to my place for gaming session... kl brought evelyn along and ys brought donghai along too... at first was just me kl and evelyn so i tried out kung fu chaos being a family game and it was actually quite fun! Hahaz.. later we watched LOTR: the two towers.. (not in reference to eve's two sisters) when the rest caught up with us.. ending with dinner at compass point at kFc~~ hEhz.. seems like an ubin trip is coming up for 10th jan next year~!! looK foRward to it!!
dEMinG
haVe you eveR wonDered if you were giVing the wronG siGnals when you say you miSs somEone so much that you hopE to seE her again?
My mind's unweaving/ 9:34 PM
Sunday, December 25, 2005
mErry xmaS to onE anD aLL!!! hahaZ.. don't cha love christmas?? hahaz.. its still my fav festival always... =] well.. this year is alittle different though... hahaz.. yesterday i slept at 4.45am lidat so i woke up at 8am once actually then it was raining so i kept the clothes.. then feeling kinda tired.. (from keeping clothes? >.<) i went ta sleep again... and woke up at 1.55pm...
loLx!! supposed to meet fabby at 2pm.. loLx.. must be my natural alarm.. woke up 'just on time' =p but lucky fabby was late.. so i also got time to eat my lunch and chat with some peepz online before going to meet my bro at compass point..went kia kia with him ard cp b4 heading to peninsular plaza to the studio to settle the pictures from the commissioning ball... but framing up and all is really expensive... so i decided just to get the free photo and event cd.. =]
met jason and melvin there too.. hahaz.. such a coincidence.. =D
after that went to the arranged place to meet and all we met was hua xiang! lOLx.. after half a year absence.. he's still such a SWINE.. >.< but well as long as he doesnt harm us.. our sole policeman is still nice to have ard.. =] along the way jun kok, alvin and kiat loong came along as well so we headed to NydC suntec.. wasnt as crowded as i expected so we got a table after abt 20min.. had one hella sumptous meal for myself.. hahaz.. first time eat so much in nydc.. my own bill amounted to $47.. but no regrets.. hahaz.. i was still full till now!! >.<
ruishan and caleb also came along alittle later to catch us just nice for the main course and desert respectively.. had some fun chatting and fooling ard nydc soft toys.. (hahaz i just love their soft toys.. :P)eat until song song then went to walk ard suntec.. but it was really uneventful there.. no partying mood and all.. then the idea of watching a movie surfaced.. i was thinking of wathcing narnia all along so i agreed lorz... went to buy the tix except for hua xiang and ruishan who had plans elsewhere.. (tsk tsk.. busy sia.. ahahaz)
played arcade and all.. and learnt the new meaning of reloading in a gun game.. coz this small boys spend abt $50 dollars on house of the dead 4.. with their mom pumping them with $1 coins to complete the game and keep seeing them 'RELOAD RELOAD' into the game.. loLX!! naRnia was GREAT!!! hahaz.. i dunnoe why some of the guys totally disliked it.. maybe coz lack the grandeur of epics like LOTR.. and also no celebrity.. but i think it was really really nice.. the music wasn't too bad.. the story line was captivating... esp the idea of having animals on both sides in the war.. think was very nice.. though the actors arent that professional.. it blended in quite well.. with its share of funny scenes and heroic ones as well.. i give it 5 thumbs up!
but well the only sad thing was after the movie.. some of the guys already wanted to go back.. so we were stuck in a dillemma.. though i didnt orginially plan for a countdown or anything.. it was hard trying to accomodate all.. so we took a walk all the way down from suntec to peninsular b4 deciding to go to lau pa sat for dinner.. but some though they followed seemed really hesitant and all... unknowingly coz of that mood they say some things like 'wah.. what a christmas' as they grew tired really quickly walking... haiz.. how to say lar.. honestly speaking i was quite high and wanted to go to clark quay to drink and be merry but the group thought supper was better.. so i readily agreed but the mood soon turned to 'when can i go home' so supper was kinda sian too b4 we set off to look for a cab.. walking down to fullerton then back to peninsular there where we found an entire fleet of cabs going to clark quay side b4 we got back...
maybe its my fault for not planning on a more extravanmgant xmas eve celebration.. but i'm still really happy to have met up with my class guys.. (and 1 ger) loLx.. gave them a xmas card each.. abit impromptu.. but better than nothing... sorry again... if we're gonna spend xmas again next year.. =] we're gonna have one hella party... you have my word!!
dEminG
iF i was sanTa.. i wouLd givE myself thE grEatEst poweR of men... to loVe aLl you hoLD DeaR!
My mind's unweaving/ 12:19 PM
Saturday, December 24, 2005
phew.. just got back.. been hella day for me... started off like any other from the week that just elapsed.. taking train at 6am to harbourfront then take 963 to camp.. but today i play the psp too 'ru shen' le.. end up overshot by 4 stops.. lucky still make it in time.. hahaz..
dismissed at 3pm sharp (thats what i like abt oeti)then headed straight home to sk.. dropped by compass point to pick up my new specs... hehz... went back shower... chilled out, prep gifts, dressed up and left for city hall mrt.. actually met my bestest bro fabby there.. hahaz.. wawnna shop alone.. if only i wasnt going to the ball i'll confirm go with him lorz..hahaz... wasted..
felt kinda awkward all dressed lidat with ppl looking at me.. hahaz.. was wearing a turtle neck with marcus' jacket(thanks alot bro!) and my pants and shoes from prom last year... was quite a nice combi i gotta admit.. hahaz.. lucky py came shortly then we went for a kinda tour ard raffles city looking for the swissotel.. coz.. we were lost.. loLx..
were one of the first to arrive at the ballroom... then actually eugene was py's ex schoolmate... then his gf also her good fren.. hahaz... got along well with freddy's gf(i know coz from family visit).. ben's date was also her ex schoolmate.. even zhiheng was her sec school mate.. hahaz.. was kinda glad she didnt felt odd or paisey... phew... but since we were early the studio photographer asked us to take some glam shots.. was kinda paisey coz not bf/gf or anything.. but she so sporty i also cant lose out yup? =] coz we first customer he also take more pics for us..
somemore coz nothing to do... that level between restrooms was i was waiting for her i was playing with the piano there... hahaz.. though i dunnoe how to play.. dress up so nice then trying to find a nice rhythm with people walking ard and seeing me there quite funny.. after she came out also taught me how to play abit.. so nice to play the piano... machiam duet playing.. piano rocks! >.<
the event was quite good compared to the other glamour nights i had... (namely prom night, social night) we had a long video on our life in soa... including some vids i took down myself too.. hahaz.. really funny.. from all the gags.. to the xiong training.. to the strippings that I was quite a regular victim of.. hahaz.. was really nice.. the food was not too bad.. but we were so occupied with the program we neglected the food.. somemore had this trans having a 'sex' talkshow lidat... hahaz.. singing song somemore... very 'manly' female singing... big muscles.. big boobs and all.. hahaz scary!! was awkward for some ladies coz of the crude or how should i say "OVER-DIRECT" content (e.g. "shim" was encouraging the ladies to... erm.. you know? say what enjoy life.. loLx...) but was a really refreshing feeling... some entertainment you dont get everywhere.. hahaz
had a lucky draw with 1 pirze.. a kick scooter... doh!.. had the gift exchange as well.. lucky i fast and picked up one for py with a nice heart wrapping that was a pink cushion.. hahaz.. i also wan a cushion!! >.< then when it ended as usual went ard taking pictures.. =] people started leaving quite fast.. somemore like not much going MoS le.. so i decided to leave... had a long cab queue.. so py suggested taking a walk lorz.. took a slow stroll to the bridge across esplanade there and back before stopping at starbucks for a drink and chat... till abt 2 lidat when we went back to the same taxi queue now no more ppl so took cab home...
no doubt i really enjoy tonight... thanks to the committee for putting in such an effort.. feel that its worth that $350.. thanks to marcus for lending me his cooL jacket.. and thanks to peiyun for accompanying me for the ball... its really great to have such a on female fren... last time i always feel worried that the lady will feel shy/awkward.. but instead she make me worry why am i not enjoying as much as she is? hahaz.. talked abt losta stuff along the way and helped me enforce some beliefs and resolutions i couldnt really put into words then..
1. "to be a leader amongst men"
finally i'm what i set out to be since i entered the army.. to be an officer.. but just getting the rank is not what i want.. i want to be an officer that will touch the lives of the men i lead.. to have the brotherhood and trust with them that they are willing to go to war with if me if the call of duty beckons... it will not be easy.. especially for one like me... but there is no giving up!
2. "a great reliable fren"
my army life isnt all a bed of roses.. politics.. backstab.. loneliness... isolation... misery.. i've tasted everyone of them... but despite all this... whenever i book out.. i have realised how beautiful my world is because of these frenz.. esp those i made back in school.. no obligations.. no motives.. just true frenship... i wan to improve myself to let them trust me more... ladies and gentlemen alike.. to see me as who i am.. but not i appear as.. just like how my closest frens are to me...
3. "a passionate lover"
over time i think back when i talk to the ladies.. my female good frenz from sec school.. when i talk abt my love life.. i finally saw what went wrong.. that i wasn't brave enough to go all the way... though i nv had a chance to experience what it really is like... im confident that i'll never be in those puppy love relations nor that of 'interest' or flirting... but to be a passionate lover to love the one most important person in my life when the day arrives... (aim = university)
its been a hella day i gotta say again.. and somehow i feel all excited and all to make all this things happen.. coz i can safely say that almost 80% of my last years resolutions has been fulfiled.. maybe share more next time... good nite!!
dEminG
hahaz.. 1 and 2 can achieve.. but 3 just do when i actually get to nus ba... chiLL!
My mind's unweaving/ 2:48 AM
Monday, December 19, 2005
i cant really explain what im feeling ar... but theres quite some things making me feel uneasy.. hmmz hard to describe.. its abt xmas ba.. hahaz.. thats why funny right.. 1. i've been spending ALOT.. though its gifts i always wanted to get for myself and family.. i feel really depressed looking at how much i got left.. hahaz... like what my bro said that if i spend too much i'll only suffer in my near future... haiz...
2. just now i went to make a pair of specs.. oakley yup.. choosing the frame was easy.. but getting my lens was... haiz.. coz my left eye's astigmatism x2.. though my short sightedness didn't change much.. my right eye used to be the high astig when i made my current specs.. so the right lens thicker than the left.. i always felt it was draining to my eyes.. but i nv knew it was so bad.. the total i spent on the specs was $550.. and well.. i might be getting lens for this friday.. which is another $120.. though i feel kinda heartpain to get it... haiz.. i'll decide tml..
3.this friday ar.. well.. i just feel alittle uneasy.. on how it'll turn out... its hard to describe but a feeling of impeding doom.. sorta lar... haiz...
4. went OEtI today.. the course was really interesting as it really sparked that veh i.c in me.. hahaz.. but then ar.. they warn us on not bringing camera phones and abt the oc raiding and confiscating all the HPs.. then my i.c also included psp in the list.. so maybe i couldnt use them in camp as initially planned huh? haiz.. i dont know...
dEminG
dEcisIons dEciSions... woRries woRries..
My mind's unweaving/ 11:10 PM
Sunday, December 18, 2005
heY pEeps!! xmaS is in thE hoUSE!! yeah~~ im in the mooD.. hahaz.. just bought myself a PsP last nighT at suntec convEntion haLl after my course... total $638.. same price as outside.. just that its ceramic white and latest version together with 2 games and 1 free game and losta goodies... =] quite high actually... hahaz burnout legends rock man.. the graphics totally own!!
after that i went home took a shower and off i went to keng yang's place.. had a steamboat cum bbQ there... + xboX games + dRinks (chivas, JB etc) tabLe tenNIs + scary moViE 3 + my PsP... was a nighT of totaL fun..stayed over and after having breakfast went home to rest... it was actually maybe one of the last time we could meet up so easily.. =]
was trying to upload movie files into my psP to play.. but only managed to put pictures... seems the converter i d/l wasn't working too well.. well.. just try out tml... just now went to gramps place after almost 2 months absence before going to suntec for SHOPPING!! oMG.. its xmAs midnight shopPing and there were salEs everyWhere.. 50% off JEWELLERY.. first time see jewellery shop long queue.. losta famous brands were on sale too.. RAOUL.. guEss.. U2... tOPshoP... unfOrtunately we had to rush for the last train.. (which we caught just in time) so left abt 11.20pm... the sale lasts till 1am... swEeet!
quite good mood now.. hahaz.. dont tell you why.. haiz.. finally burden off my shoulder... >.< hope it goes well~~~ =]btw.. i'm thinking of organising a dinner with my class guys this xmas eve as promised... will most prob be at marina square.. away from the hell of orchard.. was thinking of trying PARISS international buffet.. genghis khan seem to be related so might be checking it out too.. will be going to recce the place after dragon boating with my alumni team.. see yA!
minE's a whiTe onE thouGh.. lOOks muCh coOLer.. hahAz.. noW 1 poCket ipoD minI the otheR pSp... ouCH~~~ hanDburnT!! =]
dEminG
thank god foR steady fRenz... and pLs do hElp thoSe indEcisive ones wiLl ya? thanks agaiN~
My mind's unweaving/ 1:09 AM
Thursday, December 15, 2005
been really tired... last few nights always sleep at 1am etc.. think can finally sleep at 11pm today.. hahaz... abit sian ar... guess i wont be bringing a date for my comms ball le... abit too late to ask someone new and also kinda sick of being turned down... haiz... lesson learnt: do make good and reliable female frenz in uni.. hahaz..
talking abt ladies in uni my ex classmates the gals alot of progress sia.. yvonne and evelyn learn car von got license le.. preeti and weiling got bf somemore one i talked to on phone and another got introduced.. hahaz.. rs also attached le.. wah... things do change alot huhz.. no wonder so busy dont have time to meet up with us le.. *shRugs* met pei yun the day before at marche when i went shopping with weixiong amos fabian dewi and alvin... real coincidence and since i got her new no. its kinda fun to keep in touch with these frenz you make so long ago..
dEminG
tMl goinG sunTec to buY Psp!! hEHz
My mind's unweaving/ 10:48 PM
Tuesday, December 13, 2005
yup.. just commissioned 3 days ago.. hahaz.. shiok man.. life take a drastic change for the better.. now we're walking ard camp like walking at orchard (of coz abit of officer sey too) eat all our meals at canteens and people calling us sir.. not that im sadistic.. but its a welcome change from the nobody we were not too long ago as cadets..
in case you're wondering why am i out on a tuesday night, im attending the adjunct course right now, learning the admin side of being a 2LT.. and as they say.. its like a junk course.. its having long lectures with only a little of value in it.. its impt no doubt but the way its conducted is a waste of time.. everyday i gotta report at 8am.. and spend the entire day in air con room... dismiss about 5-6pm..
last night i stayed over at my frenz place coz we share cab then chiong xbox games... i tml will try to take bus and train there.. but im worried i miss the 1st bus i'll be late le.. so must standby to take a $18 cab.. >.< damn broke!! kinda broke le.. must control from today onwards le...
just now went to NSRCC.. or what i call as SAFRA changi.. its the really nice bungalows that can accomodate like 50 guys if we all cramp up.. hahaz.. for bBq by my direct juniors.. sometimes when they treat me so nicely and well i wonder why didnt i fare so well as in the army? but it was really heartwarming to meet up with ppl llike liang kiat, li hua, marcus and dawn.. seniors and the juniors junior as well.. i felt so myself again.. maybe becoz of the fun filled whacky guys all these canoeists are... i felt so civilian again.. hahaz
but unfortunately tml must report also ar.. loLx.. will be going studio with family to take picture too at night.. hope it turns out great.. btw.. i think i'll get myself my finalized xmas gift - (was originally between an Oakley shade, laptop, zen vision or psp) and i decided on PSP! hahaz.. since my book in trips always so long might as well get something for myself this christmas.. though its been ages since i got any gifts, its really satisfying to buy yourself something with your own hard earned money.. hahaz...
and of course.. i still gonna treat my canoeists to something.. marcus thought i forgot ar.. say what only traet my classmates.. hahaz.. dont worry lar i still sieving thru places that can go one.. i may not be able to treat completely the entire price.. but sure will treat to something... kkz lar gtg le... gd nite ppL!
dEminG
piCs up!! more on fRiendsteR
My mind's unweaving/ 11:36 PM
Sunday, December 11, 2005
for quite some time i've been thinking how my guys will address me.. call me deming like too informal.. cant let them call me lieutenant daryl too.. loLx.. guess 2LT Lee will settle ba? =
oh yah.. i finally COMMISSIONED le!! hahaz.. for quite a number who dont have an idea of what that means... being an officer isnt just by promotion and all.. its a duty charged by the president himself thats why its termed differently.. for the last few weeks of rehearsal was nothing compared to the real parade..
at the form up place i was already getting very excited.. like the feeling of moving towards the starting line for my canoeing races.. the heart thumping and all.. when we marched in the crowd cheering.. the band playing.. the cadets singing and marching.. it was such a proud moment.. when we turned to face the crowd i was so happy i was almost crying..
the times when the colours marched in and the audience stood up one by one.. the arrival of the president.. the inspection.. the march past.. the advance and review.. the blessing by the 9 religious leaders.. were all so dramatic for me.. i couldnt stop shaking for many times in my 9 months as a cadet i always imagined and thought how this day will become.. twice i misfired and got severely punished.. but thanks to the new system i was allowed to continue.. all those difficult times i thought of the sword.. and THIS parade.. to become an officer.. those were the driving factors in my aspirations.. for my frenz.. my family to be proud of me.. and when it was taking place i was so emotional i held back my tears of joy 3 times during the parade..
the parade was aimed at touching the hearts of the audience.. but it also touched me alot.. the presence of the president himself.. looking him in the eye during the march past made me so proud.. the speech he gave.. the declaration of commission and the resounding "YES SIR!" we shouted at the end of the decalaration rang in my ears as we did a slow march with grace to get our ranks.. then my family came down to afix my officer rank.. took photos with my frenz and family.. then it ended like all graduation.. the throwing of our headdress in the air.. it was such an irreplaceable feeling.. we went hugging ard with each other in joy with tears seeping thru my eyes...
we made it!
times have been tough and somethings not too good to bear has happened.. but with the commission i wanted to start anew again.. to improve myself for the better of my frenz and my men... to be a true officer of the SINGAPORE ARMED FORCES!!
now i can say the words with pride we used to say as cadets..
"I AM AN ARMOUR OFFICER!!"
dEminG
ARMOUR!! SWIFT AND DECISIVE!!
My mind's unweaving/ 11:36 PM
Sunday, December 04, 2005
friday was our army certificate appointment ceremony... aka ACPC.. where we finally got our swords and certificates.. hmmz.. but its kinda disapointing.. coz all this while i've been motivating myself in a way by thinking of holding that sword one day... esp those days in RCP... when i was like totally shagged during exercises... its what kinda kept me going.. that was why when i went up to get my sword my whole body was shaking with anxiety.. loLx..
the thing is as said by the sword case guy, the quality is quite questionably.. with acid still on the sword.. and those 'gold' parts scratched and all.. i wasn't too glad actually.. =\ but anyways we had a dining in, my first in a military context.. (bleahz) and had a post dining in with a funny concoction made called the OCS spirit.. tasted like ribena with a little vodka.. hahaz..
owell.. 1 more week exactly to my commission parade.. been getting kinda bored recently.. coz of the rehearsals.. at first they were fun.. but after a while it seemed monotonous and exactly the same.. just cant wait for the parade to come... =/ moreover its already dec and i havent confirm a commissioning ball date.. loLx.. total defeat of self esteem le.. haiz..
on a brighter side of things, i met up with a quite big class outing yesterday.. 16 guys.. loLx.. although ruishan backed out at last moment it was still quite fun.. we had dinner at bliss.. the food wasnt too bad and the atmosphere looked pretty cool.. next time think will try outside seats if only minus the mosquitos.. treat them to a bit of wine as well..
the guys then went to the kopitiam there playground to chat and talk cock.. hahaz.. felt like it been a while since we talked like that.. its funny that the friendship i make in the army and those i have in school are so different.. maybe in diff context.. honestly speaking there are some guys who get really overboard, deriving f*** up pleasure in making fun of me.. its sad to see that they still see me for what i appear as and what i really am like how my other frenz appreciate me.. lucky or not, we'll be going our separate ways.. so i'm kinda glad to break away from some sour feelings i have to some swines.. hmph...
but aiya.. ord mood is here.. loLx.. commissioning finally.. by the time i enter my next blog im 2LT Lee Deming le.. hehz.. my parades on the 10th ba.. my family is all going so they took up all the seats le.. though its abit 'bo hua' but it'll be nice if my frenz could come too.. =p take care guys!!
dEminG
you swinE you!! trEe flying coCkroaCh!!
My mind's unweaving/ 10:50 AM
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