Wednesday, January 05, 2005
to my soTong familY~!~~ hey heyz.. though its been ages since we had a full reunion... despite our occasional outings.. we barely meet... but then we are always thinking of one another... and thats a family is all about yepZ!! wish sotong win~ winson a fruitful year ahead.. woRk hard to achieve youR dReamz! soTong maY~~ have a great oRientation anD loVE youR hubby!! soTOng yinG~ alWays loOk on thE bRight siDE of lifE~~ to both may and xy~~ study hard foR youR A's!! youR bro wiLL bE here foR you~~ anD to soTong bEng.. no maTter what you deCide to do.. don'T forget uS... anD donT give up!!!
soTong famiLY!!
to junioR canoeIstS~!! hahaz.. happy to be called J2 le right.. but i'm still more senior.. hahaz... my teammates are like brothers and sisters to me... then you all are like my children.. (sounD likE ah pEK~~ haHaz) though controversial... i'm glad coach is putting more time for your batch... but dont be happy with small successes... think to aim high... dont think coach's training program is slack or what.. but how well you gonna do it... and how well your performance will benefit you in the long run.. you guys grown more and i'm happy to see you all gaining confidence and independence.. continue to train hard and do SRJC prouD!!
canoEing familY~~
to 1s10~03~~ hahaz.. to vincent and kaijie.. long time no gym yeah?? but NS sure enough le ar.. hahaz.. ange still owes me a treat for helping her with application.. hahaz.. huiying better not gain too much weight woR~~ huinA muSt takE care yEpZ~~ laibun and derrick must aim next timE you guyS play poOl with mE leiz~~ galS in other schools.. agnes, jessey etc.. do meet us soon yeah.. dont disppear just lidat.. hahaz.. when i was in that class was the most 'wan pi' time.. hahaz.. remember how we pon chinese lessons together and get scolded.. hahaz.. to the other guys like wenlong kelvin etc... meet you in nS too yeAH!! chiLL!!
1s10~~
to SRJCians.~!! from 2S4.5, odac, canoeist frenz, road race, orientations 2003 and 2004, student councils, swimmer teacher~, danceRs... i've made alot of friends in SRJC... it'll probably fill up the entire blog writing all their names yepz.. =p though we're not really close... you all wanna play, swim, dance, plan anything~~ can ask me along yeaH?? hahaz.. i'm always game to meet up with you all and do it like the good old dayS~~ haha~~
to onE anD alL~~ well thats all foLks~! bE enliSting tml afTernoon at 3.45pm.. but be leaving civilian areas after 2.45pm at pasir ris bus interchange.. unlike common misunderstandings.. there is reception on tekong.. so pls keep in contact woR... i'll probably die of boredom or desperation when missing you all~~ hahaz.. next time blogs will be twice a week le~~ hahaz.. so just come back on weekends to read yeAh? hahaz.. untiL thEn... i'll be waiting for your messages!! hEHz.. *bhB*
i'Ll bE riGht hEre waiTIng foR yoU~~ >.<
rEcruit lEe
siGning oFf~! sEe you 2 weEks later!
My mind's unweaving/ 8:18 PM
hahaz.. alot of experiences spent.. but though i would really prefer if the gals did not disappear straight after the chalet... its like right after that they already walk their separate ways.. unlike the closeness of the canoeing gals to the team, our gals seem kinda hesitant to meet up with us... haiz... but the guys are pretty much united.. coz all getting same fate.. NS!! hahaaz.. the same point that inspired me to write all this dedications... just now the outing only had 11 people.. but i was fine with that... though i was tired.. i really appreciated the guys that came... + weiliang and evelyn to bade a fond farewell...
hahaz.. shalt say too much.. later cry lar.. heahaz.. but as i said... its not GOODBYE.. its see you again!! neXt time ouTing or gathering you all better comE!! hahaz chiLL!!
2S04.. SenTosa liBEration arMy!!
dEminG
ex-cT Rep 1S05(2003) 2S04(2004)
My mind's unweaving/ 8:06 PM
its been a wild ride leading this people.. and in the end... everyone was a winner in their own right... and as captain.. i couldnt have been any more proud... but when canoeing ended, something else grew... not so much as deming the captain... but deming the canoeist... after farewell, i only begun to learn much more about my teammates, their dark.. ugly... funny secrets... swimming with pok, liang kiat, dawn... jogging with pok... going for outings with the others as well: zhen hao, amanda, li hua, cliburn, jon, kian zi, hao yi, daren, weiliang, wei lun and monica... the silent 'fart'killer weilun.. the easily high weiliang.. and much more... its too much to put in words.. clubbing, shopping, exercising.. you name it~~! we just concluded a chalet and it was damn fun lar... played lame games like bang bang.. murderer, indian poker, blackjack, how many times the meh meh jump over the wall, big fish small fish.. and monica's ANIMAL gamE!! hahaz.. we were too tired to really talk the next morning.. but if i had the strength... i'll go for another round!!
hahaz.. i find that though i aint the more fun guys in the team.. everyone feels easily accepted into this group of brothers and sisters.. though we enjoy talking bad abt each other sometimes.. 'fei fei'.. 'fine'... 'biatch'... 'slut'... 'fugly'... 'gay'... 'faggot'...'late!!' etc etc.. we continue doing so coz we're not afraid of hurting each other.. becoz we only do such stupid and ugly things to people that are close to us... well.. frankly i dont really think they need a farewell.. becoz to my team... its see you soon!!! its trully the kinda frenzhip that will last till when weiliang ever gets married.. (which may not happen) hEhz... in shoRt tilL death do uS parT!! hahAz~~
SRJC canoEistS 2003-2004!! whooSh!!
dEminG
wE sHed thE samE teaRs on thE samE muD... foR you aRe my bRothers anD sISters...
My mind's unweaving/ 11:25 AM
Tuesday, January 04, 2005
hMmz.. recently i dunnoe if its life or what... a few of my scout frenz back in st gabs have losta probs... mental mostly... at first i thought its just 1 guy... but now its like 3 of them having difficulties in life.. its sad to see how they question life... the meaning of their existance... looking upon their own lives as insignificant etc etc... well... frankly when i first learnt of thinking.. i'll really like to give a tight slap to them... TO WAKE UP!!
but why i didnt do that... 1:maybe they find me irritating... too stupid to understand... i wouldnt deny that they kinda treat me in a condescending manner at times as well.. but even if they have probs.. they just wanna stick to themselves.. close themselves up... even if i tried to ask... they would probably say i'll nv understand.. but how would one ask when he is just subjected to their cold shoulders, their disdain and not even letting me know anything... i cant hate them for not asking me along for gatherings.. but i can hate them for thinking of me any less than a friend...
just as i decided... since they want it to be so... i shaln't ask them why... let nature take its path... coz i respect their decision to not tell anyone.. but i cant shake off that feeling that they'll rather trust others than me... am i that untrustworthy??? to be frank they're just running from reality... scared of obstacles... crawling under the cover of their self imagerized cocoons.. i aint saying im any superior.. but i can say i have problems in life of my own all the time... its just that i nv show them... i dont tell many... because i overcame all of them on my own or with help from my friends without tying them too deep... if you just wanna sit down and start crying... go ahead.. no one will stand by you.. you wanna stand up.. then your comrades will be by your side to move along...
i dont even know if whatever i say makes sense.. i just cant stand ppl who just throw them backbone away like they nv even had one... maybe i dont go thru the same thing as them... but didnt we go thru the same shit years ago in scouts? what makes you think this new piece of shit you cant get over... and even so you cant even rely on your frenz? or do they even regard me as their friend.. i can smile.. but deep down i feel hurt, angry, frustrated, ignored... its unfortunate this new year has to start with this kinda confession... but if i keep it in any longer.. what would this friendship mean in time? when you just gave up with life and rot to death while i live my life happily on my own... go ponder
i initially wanted this post to be a happy one in dedication for you guys to enjoy the moments we enjoyed in the past.. but b4 that i want you all to have the right mindset.. dont fucking say i'm impossible.. do it! then go search your past... and see whether the future no matter how obscure is worth going out for..
dEminG
i'm ouT
My mind's unweaving/ 2:19 AM
Monday, January 03, 2005
whoa.. to be honest i cant remember what i did on the 2nd... blEahz.. oh! i just remembered.. i met ys, alvin, wx and leb to go beach road to get nS stuff.. had this nS bmT package introduced to us by a knowledgeable aunty.. machiam she went bMT.. loLx ... ate abit then we went our diff ways.. went lk at serangoon to return the 2 xbox games i borrowed and went with him to serangoon central to buy pirated games.. kinda nostalgic.. miss the st gabs days alittle... if only my friends were more friendly back then.. loLX.. went back.. and guess what.. MY DAD was playing NFSU2.. but he dunnoe how to drive sia.. anyhow bang.. go around in circles.. loLx.. so i gave him a short tutorial on controls and all... hEhz... after that i played my call of duty:united offensive till late b4 sleeping..
today woke up.. 9am.. still early.. somemore sunny.. was damn tired.. so secretly praying thuderstorm.. woke up at 10am again... still sunny.. FIAK!! quickly packed my stuff and took train to boon keng and take cab to KALLANG!! yupZ.. today paddled T1 with daren, pok, mandy, moniKA, dawn, weilun, wes and weiliang.. was really fun.. lOlx.. but all slackers.. end up we paddled just 1 1000m and 1 500m.. loLx.. later just did K-pract and tanning on the beach.. loLx.. kinda happy ar.. my strokes wasnt as bad as the last time i paddled with the J1s.. and felt like alot of strength lidat.. i even did well on k-pract.. K1 white was like T1.. then i survived on K1 black for quite some time till weiliang's death cry distracted me and then *piak*.. damnit...
later on our way back.. mandy capped.. helped her coz only me and daren using T1.. then daren scared cap.. then later still got water.. so she climbed to the back of my cockpit.. like quite funny.. then suddenly.. CAP.. lOLx.. wth!! i capped in a T1.. so sad lar.. hahaz.. later i tried swimming back but the current turned me ard circles.. loLx.. so they tow me back.. end up i drank 3 mouthfuls of moniKA's paddle.. come to think of it.. maybe she wanna take revenge after the 1st 1000m.. loLx.. anyways after we packed up.. tried to cap weiliang coz he was so all over himself.. loLx.. but didnt manage.. coz he too heavy lar.. blEahz.. took some pics.. then went stadium took more after bathing.. even did a screaming test at the field there coz gonna renovate.. but then the guard say postphone to 2 years later.. weird..
later went suntec eat a meal.. dunnoe called lunch or dinner at 4pm.. loLx.. later walked to city hall with pok and took train back to his place for him to get his stuff then we went SRJC to visit their training.. first thing i saw was PINK!! oMFG!! that is so gross manZ!! its so colourful its disgusting!! gawd.. is it fate that every school i grad from will get a really ugly paint job.. manz... sadly my tutors werent in.. only met OM who was so proud of the painting that i didnt had the heart to say it sucked.. lolX.. somemore coincidentally the seniors also came down.. plus me and pok all in all was 10.. loLx.. all diff batch somemore.. is coincidence leiz.. hahaz can form our own team le.. helped to give them abit more tips but not much help needed anymore... though we did agree the training plan is slackened.. its coach's decision.. it might work better... we'll see on nationals ba... kinda sad.. lOlx.. wont be seeing our juniors for a few months i guess.. even if i book out i doubt i'll attend their trainings.. maybe next time i see them would be SDBA or Nationals.. loLx.. anyways train hard guyS!! do uS prouD!!
later went kovan with lk and pok.. ate at mac and talked alot.. abt sec sch experiences.. loLx.. quite funny actually when you look back.. later even ate that italian ice cream.. lk so keen on getting the value pack i couldnt say no.. loLx.. but so much eat until scared ar.. loLx.. later went comics connection saw poker cards then we bought 2 decks of DOAX volleyball decks.. loLx.. bikini babes yeah.. lOlx.. the gals will sure go.. eee... loLx.. but who careS!!! small thrills lar.. loLx.. anyways im going chalet tml at downtown east costa sands.. hEhz.. gonNA bE fun with the canoEiSts manz... sure hopE to have a hElla of timE b4 nS... then on wed still got ice cream with my classmates... hopE moRe of them comE.. hahaz... oR beSt iS aLL yEpz.. after all they make up the CG i worked so hard to makE thE bEst.. anD we diD!! hahaz.. bEst cG leiz.. donT plaY play.. hEhz.. quite happy too.. got pok, daren and weiliang to accompany me on enlistment day too.. so add my parents just nice.. coz my sotong family got school so couldnt ask... haiz.. gonna miss them so much...
dEminG
2 moRe dayS to NS!!
My mind's unweaving/ 10:52 PM
Saturday, January 01, 2005
yEpz.. just some pics from yday's countdown party.. the countdown itself is in vid mode.. so dont think can let you all see.. anyways.. might be last pic post for this month.. loL... chilL
wElcomE to seNtosa!
hEre to paRttt~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~y!!!
thE natiON's sTage
daren'S requEsted piC~~
fEliCia!!! kiAn zi~~!! ainT shE cooL~!! hAhaaz..
goinG aRounD thE whEel to reLive ouR chilDhooD
zhEn hAo waS alReaDy hEre!
thE SurVivoRs at 7aM on 1st jAn~!
dEminG
i'm ouT~
My mind's unweaving/ 9:03 PM
thank god we didnt meet at 3pm as we thought.. we arrived at 6 plus and we were still at the head of the queue to enter the area.. the baggage deposit was $4 so we all squeezed everything into my bag.. loLx.. damn i'm gooD.. used alittle of my scouting skills of tying stuff to my bag then save $4.. hEhz.. they started to let us in at 7pm.. and just when we were in the front of the queue to pass our tix, it poured heavily.. (luckily we were in the tentage.. hEhz) it stopped like 10min later then we made our way to the nation stage...
for an hour we stood at the front of the stage... quick front.. unwilling to surrender our spot.. but we were watching the crew mopping the stage of water.. so fun!! >.< like duh.. the program started way later like 8pm lidat.. when some rap bands came out to perform... many ppl were boo-ing coz they came for S.I... but they werent too bad actually.. some songs sucked.. but some were really dope... the chou pi jiang wasnt too bad either~~ then it lasted all the way to nightfall as it began to get more crowded and rowdy.. ppl were being thrown around.. (seriouSly!) they try to pass the guys ard.. but ppl no muscles ar.. so *thud* sounds were pretty frequent..*ouCh* danced alittle to the music of DJ small... warm up yeaH~~ they had some dance performances from gotham, penthouse divas... short skirts... black stuff... ar you know... horny guys were like hyenas... blEahz... but they sure have big stuff to strut... hmmZ.. one of them really resembled heather graham~~ loLx..
it was approaching 11 then i thought we kana kon.. coz no mcs or SI appeared yet.. then at 11 gurmit and michelle chong came up.. had a moment of silence.. but those f***king malay guys just had to make losta noise.. like snoring, complaining.. shouting nonsense.. i was so pissed off that as i was ending my prayer i prayed that god made them drown and their children laugh at them during their funerals... *prayS harD*
later thE SI started coming ouT.. all 11 of them... some of them can see improved le.. beverly got more shapely.. leandra imrpoved ALITTLE (daren:LEANDRA!!! *ScReAMS*) p.S daREn sCreams liKE a gaL... then camE the othEr guyS as weLl.. sylVester was stilL as baD... but thE gaLs were stiLl as dumB.. (sylVester i loVe you~~~) likE f*** oFf lar.. everytimE they said the namE syLvester i shouTed SUX!! loLx.. think he heard sia.. cooL~~ the next thing we knew we were 10min to 2005... then 4 min... then 2min came taufik with a percussion performance.. then begun the countdown... 5...4....3.....2.....1.... HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! woOHoO!! everyone were damn hiGh.. jumpinG ard.. graFtti~~ woOhoO!!! sanG auld lang syne... wished the guys there best wishes in the coming yeAR~~ its 2005!!
after a few more performances, we walked over to palawan beach at about 2am to 7-11 to eat and get some drinks... played at the playground later as weiliang was trying to find his lost childhood.. loLx.. realised this 3 guys that was with us was gim's fren.. loLx.. didnt had a good first impression though.. =p but heard they were professional dancers.. hmMMz... i couldnt guess.. one was skinny with ponytail.. one look like army guy.. body like yaohui.. then a short stout guy.. loLx.. but they were damn weird lar.. think they abit flirty ar.. when we got back to dance to the music at sunset bay.. sometimes they'll disappear then i see them talking a group of sec sch gaLs.. loL... think quite easy to pick those kinda up yeAH? but nahz.. not my typE.. hahaz.. we just kept dancing and dancing... after an hour i started to get alittle high and did some really high moves.. loLx.. buttshaking.. body jerking... ya the sorts.. really sweat my ass out there... danced all the way till 5.30am.. and felt super tired.. so went aside to sleep.. hEhz.. but daybreak soon... so weiliang and i took our bags.. went to bathe.. then met the other guys later to get back to mainland...
took nEL back home.. slept like a log.. damn tired.. my left side of my neck felt super stiff from head shaking during dancing and tilting my head to look at the stage.. so was alittle uncomfortable.. got home and true to what the other guys warned me abt... im finally an adult.. lOLx.. not that i did any *ahEm* things lar.. hEhz.. its just that theres no more concession.. $1.64.. ouCh.. saw my transaction.. yday same trip.. 50cents.. today $1.64... aR~~!!! no~~ so i bathed.. and slept.. woke up at 2pm.. played halo... still damn long.. its more action packed than halo 2 i think.. the campaign.. its damn xiong lar.. so much more flood, hunters.. made me really trigger happy.. hahaz... now my mother's side of the family gathering here tonight for new year dinner.. hEHz.. so i gotta run~~ sEe you guyS!!
dEminG
4 DayS to naTioNaL seRvicE~~
My mind's unweaving/ 5:39 PM
Boat Shoe from Timberland
Green Scarf from Hermes