Friday, December 31, 2004
phew... yesterday was really crapped.. mAnz... woke up at 10am... AGAIN i missed out... i was supposed to run in the morning then go see the new ergo machines the J1s have... kinda bad coz i left weiliang and daren hanging while im still asleep... haiz.. hahaz... nVm ba... guess the next time i'll ever see the J1s would be a year later or so? my weekends would be raelly packed.. so i doubt i have time to go down for their trainings... *shRugS*
anyways after i woke up and freshened up i left to hougang point to meet donghai yong shen and alvin.. the same place the 4 of us mugged for during our a lvls.. sure brings back memories.. was really empty.. but i felt really tired so didnt talk too much.. left later for AMK where i met may to get my haversack back... loLx.. saw her bF... so shy lorz.. like scared of me lidat.. i dont biTe~~ unlEss you do something bad to may~~ hAhaaz.. *shRugS* later i contacted liang kiat coz i had like 3 hours free for a gamE oF xboX at my PLace~~
went back to sengkang just in time and met lk... went home and played halo 1 until 5.40pm.. had a really fun time with lk~~ hahaz.. later took 156 to bishan and he took to serangoon... don't know why some ppL really cant tolerate him.. maybe the way he treat me and others diff.. but i treat him as a good fren... thats all thats to it... thats why friendship is actually pretty simple... as long as one seeks to understand and befriend another.. heHz. think this skill i need to use for army too~~ 6 dayS to armY~!! manz.. the officers must be getting earger to pumP us.. hEEeZ
i got to bishan a pretty early.. so walked around first.. looking for beach attire.. but was really ex and wasnt too nice.. so didnt get any... met up with huiying later outside coffee bean~~ hahz.. i lost a bet to her last time on guessing my enlistment date mahz.. think she stroke of luck.. first try guess is 6th jan le.. loLx.. so man of my word mahz... so had to date her anD treat her to a cup of puRe choc... we talked alot abt the old days... the tsunami.. army and all... so long nv meet still can talk lidat is ok le ba hor.. hahaz.. then later we went to take a walk ard bishan estate coz we were freezing colD.. went to NTUc get some bars and ziplock... then i walked with her all the way from bishan to near her house there to take 159 back... hahaz
got back faster play xboX.. bro joined in alittle b4 going to bed.. he just took a ship heading for aceh.. 1 of our 700 army men going to provide aid to the tsunami hit areas... watched the news and singapore increased 2 to 5million dollars in aid... they also announced that they are not broadcasting the countdown tonight on tv.. then there would be no fireworks for all the cerebrations... but moments of silence... some shows at downtown east even become charity shows.. haiz.. i want refund!! 19 dollars and no fireworkS.. haiz... its been raining since morning.. and the temp was so shiok i didnt wanna wake up.. now i wake up is 12noon le.. loLx.. later going countdown... hopE it'lL bE fun... kkZ...
happY nEw yEar pEoplE!! haVe you mAde youR nEW yEAr ResoLutionS? i havE~~ =]
dEminG
mAy aLl acQuaintanCe bE foRgot~~ lALlalaA
My mind's unweaving/ 1:16 PM
Wednesday, December 29, 2004
hahaz.. fast eh guyS?? in 8 dayS timE won'T bE updaTing thiS bloG tiLL wEekEnds.. and when i do... it'll be talking abt really diFf stuff.. national service.. new frenz... then shorter entries.. hahaz... been reading my old entries.. really nice to have a blog i think.. recall my old memories... sad... nice... sweet.. hopeful memories.. but i hope all of you... your memories of me wont diE.. though i'll be really busy till weekends (then weekend 1 day with family.. other with dance crew/frenz) i'll try to keep in contact with all of you at nights once in a while.. but when i long time nv message you dont fret... gimme a call at nights... 9.30pm to 10.30pm i think... will sure love a chat with any of my frenz... be it my 1st 3 months.. juniors... canoeists... SRJCians... gabRieliTies.. pRimary schOOl mateS.. thE giRl i nV had thE couRage to conFeSs to.. i'Ll do my bEst in nationaL sErvice... foR my couNTry... foR alL oF you guyS!!
today was pretty fun.. overslept coz i couldnt sleep till 4am.. dont know why.. felt too energetic.. then woke at 9.30am++ quickly washed up and went to beach road to get ziplock bags.. then walked over to kallang but they end training le.. met the J1s after a long time along with weiliang.. later lk came.. then hong an, the 4Kks and us left to orchard for lunch... met daren, zhen hao, monica and wei lun later.. went to heeren's sakae sushi to eat the buffet.. chiong until felt really full and uRgh.. hahaz.. but its nice to be with these guys.. though i didnt really like how long a grudge can extend till.. i found that as long as you're willing to... any friendship can be patched and even rediscovered.. after weiliang and daren went to tm... i went with lk and weilun to X-squAre.. played buRnout 3, hAlo 2, Def jAm, kinGdom unDer fiRe.. was really fun to be with them yuPz.. sometimes it takes intiative to stop hating the thorns a person has.. but the person that he/she really is.. forgive and forget in the coming year!!
gonna watch gundam seed after this.. hahaz.. tml going trg in the morning to lose the fats i gained today.. am in serious finiancial crisis.. owe a few guys money... then now no money for tml... guess i'll just starve tml... then eat magi mee on new year's eve... *shRugS* anyways found out quite a few of my classmates has bloGs too.. just that they dont tell me abt it.. loLx.. so saD.. if only i knew how they felt back then.. i wouldn't have misunderstood them.. but anyways.. its all in the past yepz.. time to ask "where would you be going"? "what do you want to do?" coz the paths my frenz are beginning to take are already so diverse... i dont wanna lose the friendship we moulded after so long.. take care one and aLl!!
i have 3 moRE tiX foR my enlIstmEnt date.... wonDer who i shoulD ask to comE alonG... maybE my soTOng familY?? hahaz
dEminG
foR honouR anD gloRy!!
My mind's unweaving/ 10:39 PM
Tuesday, December 28, 2004
hEhz.. wokE up at 1pm agaIN.. muhAhahaz.. sonG! later watched moRE schoOl rumblE... geTting less funNy anD moRe oF romanCe.. touChing kinda roMance.. really likE shoWs of this kinda miX.. comedy and romance... hEhz... gonna miss watching anime when im in.. loLx.. later still no response from may.. so i go play NFSU.. dont think can complete b4 NS le.. sOBz... at least can occupy a few more weekends after bookouts... b4 i get next xbox game... price or persia!! hahaz... by then hopefully got money... hEhz...
may later replied saying she had sudden council meeting... then it was really troublesome for her.. so told her to pass me my bag another time then... went over to amk.. met my mom to get new specs for NS.. plastic one.. hahaz.. those thick toot toot typE.. hahaz.. collecting next monday~~ later ate stingray and chicken rice.. bought book 8 of magister negi magi.. later went NTUC to shop too.. was thinking of getting stuff for NS as well as things to eat that i might miss during NS... but then there wasnt much i'll miss.. hahaz.. so didnt get anything much... called kIat loong and asked him abt nS stuff to get.. boots, cloth etc....
got my item list out le for ns.. tml going to kallang to see the juniors training.. going for lunch at sushi later with them too... also be getting ziplock bags for NS at beach road... any nS guyS need to get anything for them can let me know yepZ... hahaz.. now sending a dedication for 5th jan on say it with music for you guys out there... the eve of my enlistment yup.. 8pm to 11pm.. help me see if it does come out yea? ahahaz.. would be chilling with my fellow bros that night at swensons~~ hahaz.. now my rooms all packed nicely... think looks better than some gal's rooms.. >.< i'm all ready foR nS!! except... fiTness.. loLx.. diE dIE diE!!
dEminG
run!! sit upS!!! puLl upS!! puSh upS!! TCMI!!!
My mind's unweaving/ 9:43 PM
Monday, December 27, 2004
oh yeah.. today woke up to a super achey body... woke up at 8.30am... hauled myself to my living room and waited.... and waited..... and waited... coz the guys were gonna come at 9am... 9.30am.. no one sms.. no one come... switch HP to super loud.. slEep... 10.30am.. alvIn caLls.. gonnA bE late.. juST wokE up... 10.40am.. weiliang calls.. why arent you at void deck... 10.50am.. weiliang arrives... plays NFSU2.. dont ever sit in weiliang's car next time... 11++ yS aRrives from baNk... 12nn.. lunCh.. mEet alVin on thE way to cP... 1++ eat at kopitiam.. super spicy meal... weiliang cannot resist... you know i tried to convince him not to eat.. i really did!! =] went to precious tots... forever frenz bear still on sale... i say super nice.. they say i gay.. >.<
went back... started dancing.. finally confirmed intro... many times they gave good ideas on main body... but cannot do coz of intro.. finally got it done.. just that they're still a little stiff.. was practising in my house.. moved the furniture aside so can use mirror... they less shy coz no body to look... then i also less conservative coz no gaLs.. loLx.. now that intro is done i'm really enthu abt body... but then they all like all had late night sleep for various reasons.. some ok... some not ok.. *couGhs* then ys had to leave.. so we ended at 3pm... right after intro gonna do some kinda dolL thing.. but need 2 gaLs... dont know if the gals would be able to join us soon... all in all 9 daYs left to NS... wanna set things straight in my crew b4 i go in.. hopefully the gals can be more spontaneous and meet up with weiliang to do some chereographing as well... after 3 weeks confinement then gonna chiong weekends le... by hook or by crook must get the dance ready for SRJC's chinese new year performance~~ =]
later we played halo 2.. long time nv play.. see weiliang new to XboX turn here and there my head also abit giddy.. hahaz.. at least after a few hours he knew how to throw grenades to kill enemies well and not throw grenades that stick on your ally's a**... poOR alvin.. hahaz.. but was pretty fun.. later we went cP again for dinner... then weiliang forgot to take his stuff he bought earlier.. so accompanied him back (anyways i need to go home mahz)... then surprised when he gave me the forever friends bear.. loLx.. i really liked forever friends bears... but i'm also 100% guy.. loLx.. actually i thought of buying it for myself... coz i doubted anyone would buy for me.. so was both shocked and surprised when it came from weiliang.. i really thought he bought for some gaL... loLx...
weiliang ar... how to say ar.. quite weird frenzhip.. loLx.. thought i myself dont like to do it.. he tends to swing the wrong way... like hands all over the place.. loLX.. (if you reading this dont worry.. dont think m*****e reads my blOG) always kana suan and scolded by me.. loLx.. but still he likes to swim with me (coz he swim better than me).. always insist i go out too.. clubbing and all.. its almost like he wants to get scolded.. loLx.. shRugs.. but since canoeing he's been one of the most regular ones i've been meeting up since we step down.. hahaz... maybe he wanna learn more tips from me hmmz.. actually i also nice to him leiz.. teach him how to model himself.. how to Dance~~ loLx.. how to woo gals properly.. hahaz... hMmz hmmz... i aint mean am i?? hahaz..
anyways he told me something that really hit me.. after the day b4 i kept thinking xmas is over.. *yeAh* no more buyInG.. that there's 12 days to xmAs.. then i realised how much i treat xmaS as somEthing uNpleasanT foR me... this yeaR i diDnt even reCeive giFts from my relatives... gaVe ouT moRe than i reCeived agaIn.. but then... i guess quantity doesnt matter much anymore.. this year i bought gifts for my whole family.. (my fiRst) i reCeived 3 giFts so faR.. onE eXactly pEr day.. reCeived a sHIrt fROm my moM on xmaS day... choCs fRom xY ydaY.. anD goT the foRevEr fRenz beAr from weIliaNg today.. hahAz.. reminds one of that 12 days of christmas sonG eh?? that "on the first day of christmas my true love gave to mE~~~" hahaz.. but thankz to weiliang's surprise... i gotta say i've really forgotten.. that what better gift is there than friendship.. even frenz i havent met for 2 years.. like edwin.. sent me xmas sms that really touched me... loVe you guys~~!!!
3Rd pReZziE of xmAs~! hEHez.. thankZ wL~!
dEminG
hahAz.. exactlY on 12th dAY oF xmAs iS the Eve oF my EnliSTmenT.. cooL!! =]
My mind's unweaving/ 8:49 PM
Sunday, December 26, 2004
today i slept alot.. probably coz i didnt sleep the night before.. i wanna gossip abit about my bro.. loLX!! he pRopoSEd to hiS gF le!! great.. i got a sister-in-law le... the chio sister-in-law.. loLx.. he and her went to shangri-la rasa sentosa resort.. went there for awhile.. gotta say it sux... its like 320 for a 3-star hotel.. the only plus point is the sea view is nice.. its kinda small.. and feels old.. and is mostly un-air conditioned except the rooms.. bLEahz.. chEapskAte.. i'lL pRObably propoSe aT shang san tao.. hahaz.. so nice scenery.. *thouGh itS fReE*.. oR mayBE somE romanTic plAce duRing my honEymoon... but well.. nonetheless... my bRO's gonna get married soon.. and he still acts so immature.. wonder if he'll ever be ready to be a father... besides... i'm kinda envious.. hahaz... my bro's engaged and i'm still lovelorn... felt a little lovesick frankly.. haiz...
but well back to today~~ wenT ouT with soTonG familY!! hahaz.. so hapPy to sEe them agaIN... xY almoST the same.. may got chubbier on the face.. winson also the same.. guess wont change much le lar.. hahaz.. had a long chat with xy and may after eating lgs... couldnt really recall how to do parametric eqns... went to change kungfu hustle.. was pretty funny... had parts where laugh quite loud.. but then after movie like nothing much to talk abt it.. the kinda watch-and-forget kinda movies.. but was enjoyable while it lasted.. =p
went to kinokuniya and bought comics.. ironically there is cheaper than the comic shop at kovan and amk... its like $2.50 cheaper than comics connection lar!! i'm gonna buy comics from kinokuniya from today onwards!! blEahz.. lucky nv sign up comics connection membership.. with membership is $2.50 more ex than kino.. without member is $5 more ex than kino.. comics connection is just like mac.. iRritatinG eXploiTErs!! biAtch!!
later walked over to pS.. then they wanna eat pizza hut.. so eat lorz.. talked alot lar.. long time nv see them still can talk.. but i feel that i getting less and less talkative with time.. that kinda older bro feeling.. coz they all 17.. then i only 18.. may and xy talked alot abt nY.. tried to talk to winson abt clubbing and all... he was so well versed i was like "got so many drinks ar?" loLx.. guess im a boring person afterall... shopped at pS after dinner at carrefour etc.. got tiger balm for Ns and some drinks for myself at homE..
went back and say was 9++ so decided to drop by the sengkang community hub.. for ppl who dont know its a building comprising of a neighbourhood police centre, a polyclinic, SANA and sengkang community centre.. its that building right next to compass point.. first time there.. saw some kinda xmas party.. then went to office looking for any facilities list.. couldnt find one so asked the guy there.. first thing he smiled and say "oh.. there's no gym here".. loLx.. do i look like i gym aloT?? maybe that slightly tighT black T-shiRt maDe mE look BIG.. hahaz.. but anyways he was really polite and passed me a list.. and.... HOLY SHIT!!! guess what.. the dance studio.. rental is $100.......................
AN HOUR
hoLY shiT!!! iTS DAYLIGHT ROBBERY MAN!!! gAwd.. thE studiO maDe oF goLd isiT?? i knoW aiR-con abiT eX lar.. $100 foR a daY mayBe i understanD.. $100 an houR.. f*ak!! and i thought like $20 an hour maybe i'll pay since first time for about 2 houRs.. crap manz... so tml we'll be hitting the void decks again i guess.. its pretty windy and free electricity (i presumE) though just that its dirty and no miRrors... but saving $100.. i wouldnt complain... haiZ.. there goes my hopE to prActisE in danCe sTudioS.. maybe i'll write in to the sengkang GRC about this... call it a community centre when they rape citizens lidat.. wTh manz...
anyways you guys read the news?? huge earthquake and tsunamis hit india, sri lanka, indonesia and thailand.. like crap.. totally unexpected.. even singapore high rise buildings in east area felt tremors... guess singapore isn't that safe from natural disasters is it?? go check out www.cnn.com ... headline news... indonesia.. havent heard a chain of disasters stretching across asia since the 60s.. death toll is 3600... we cant be oblivious to world matters all the time guys... though there's little we can do.. we should at least know what happened and pray for the souls that has been lost.. 3600... imagine.. its just a statistic.. but every 1 life.. is already quite painful to know.. someone's best fren, classmate, wife, family, acquaitance.. fabby's blog did say something abt less pain when you know less ppL.. but when you know less ppL.. hoW many wiLl remEmber you aS who you aRe? when you are gonE from thiS worlD?? wiThout ppL arOunD you.. bE it strangers to ppl you knoW.. they gRant iDentitY to youR souL as weLl.. so nV bE obliVious to ppL arD us... to thE dEparTed.. rEsT in peAce.. bEcoz you wonT bE foRgotteN
oRiGin oF eArthquAke
dEminG
donT stop to lOOk baCk... kEepinG walkinG to loOK foRward
My mind's unweaving/ 10:20 PM
Saturday, December 25, 2004
thE beAr in thE baG thaT dRaw looKS.. thE onE iTS inTendEd foR i couLDnt sEe todaY...
sanTa minG rEady to giVe aWay prEsenTs to dEAr fRenz
caN you See in thE staR in thE sTaR stonE? (red boX)*toGethER wiTh oTher peNdanTs*
clOSE up
rS' impRomptu pResenT.. kinDa niCe aCtuallY.. =] i likE iT aloT~~ i fiXed thE boX onE lEiz.. noT eaSy.. hahaz... >.< i juST loVe foRever FrEnz bEArs.. hEhz
my mom ANd DAd'S giFt.. bRo's iS a boOK
hohoHO
sAnta minG
My mind's unweaving/ 3:31 PM
anyways got back did abit of weights.. bathed... packed up the gifts i prepared for xmas.. hahaz... feels like santa clause lidat.. hahaz... got 5 gifts for gals... 2 for guys... but today i only brought one of the gals gift and both guys' gifts.. left home and took 156 to bishan.. wanted to use my MPH voucher to buy a book for my mom... as i was chereographing some dance moves.. then felt someone like shocked to see me... scully is ruishan... hahaz.. she working at bishan mahz... had a chat abt the guys in NS.. xmas.. work... the gals in s4 that seemingly disappear.. loLx.. she's like the only gal from my class i've met since the chalet.. hahaz.. she's still being haunted by some ghost thats serving the police force soon.. pity her.. god bless... hahaz
bought the da vinci's code.. that i decided to give my bro instead... went to precious tot and thought of buying a carrier for the 4eva frenz bear i bought a few days back... then saw they had the same offer.. so i bought a smaller bear and a box for rs.. coz like so coincidental meet on the bus on xmas day.. dont give like abit not to the mood.. hahaz... later bought a handbag with rs' recommendation for my mom... then went ard looking for a shirt for my dad.. but wasnt really nice.. and hard to fit for my dad with his big belly... found some nice shirts i could wear.. but he tends to tuck in his shirt... so after i passed rs her present i took the north south line (FINALLY NO NEL!!) to orchard...
went to zara and guess to see any suitable shirts not.. but i only left $30 dollars.. so even with 50% off.. its still 200% of how much money i have... do your maths.. then went to lucky plaza go find that gaL~~ but nopEz.. not there... but her colleague machiam recognise me.. keep looking at me.. hahaz... felt so awkward.. so left.. finally giving up... well i wouldnt feel good if i didnt try... regrets regrets.. but well... fate doesnt shine on me twice.. it nv did... first time i really felt ready to ask someone for number... actually i nv asked any gals for number b4.. strangers ya.. coz i'm well... maybe you'll say i'm a idealist.. that i would only want 1 true love... but of coz it has to start with infatuation and frenzhip yuPz.. hahaz.. so i'm more of the serious kind.. its either do it.. or dont ask at all... if i saw her today i'll really go up to her and ask... but in the end.. i guess its over... at least now i feel more settled... that to try and fail than not try at all...
after that i went to taka again to look for a shirt for my dad.. with 30 dollars left.. i was left to G2000.. hahaz.. topman, espirit, zara, guess, my usual shopping places were out of bounds.. =X bought a 23 dollars green shirt for my dad coz he always wear dark blue long sleeves or just t-shirts.. at least more lively yeah... or at least that shade of green kinda looked good on me.. hEhz.. all in all i spent $84 today.. but i didnt get to pass the gifts to fabby and amos... fabby kinda pissed me off unknowingly.. i also didnt know what came over me... i just felt really pissed with the tone i thought his message had.. (knowing his cold attitude towards me) so i kinda told him off.. then nv reply le.. amos wasnt free.. so i was gonna meet him tml to pass it to him...
well.. in the end i did get presents after all.. hahaz... quite a few from taiwan... for my 'meiz'.. i'm a sucker for shiny or crystal stuff.. sometimes i wonder if i was supposed to be a gaL.. loLx.. i dont like gold.. but i like silver and crystals.. blEahz.. this year i quite happy coz i bought my whole family gifts.. come to think of it.. xmas season i always buy gifts for my frenz.. and receive little to none in return.. but my family will always buy gifts for me every year without fail.. and i nv did buy anything for them.. (except on bdaes).. so well.. i kinda redeemed myself b4 nS.. hahaz... 11 days to tekong...
dEminG
haVe a gReat chRistmaS!!
My mind's unweaving/ 2:36 PM
later went to pizza hut to eat at lucky plaza.. but then no space.. the person told me wait abt 30min.. so went to play pool.. end up just started she called and say got space.. so i went down to get the seats first.. pao pao also joined us.. 5 person eat 6 person meaL.. loLx.. eat until damn song.. then got this waitress wanted to clear the baked rice that i was still scraping the cheese off.. so i was like "er... i'm still eating.." then she take le.. then i was like "er... er.... i'm still eating it" then she like funnily put it back down... after that the other 4 guys were like making fun of me.. loLx... talk until like i purposely do it one... blEahz..
maybe coz of them lar.. then i realised she kept walking up and down our table there... then she kept coming to clear the table.. more often than the others somemore.. after that encounter she came and said "oh she told me to clear up this table one" (in chinese) then like quite awkward when i was talking when she ard... erhz... after that i went to pay and get receipt.. later come back put receipt on table.. she came by asking if want her to take the receipt to the counter for me.. then i was like "erh.. i already paid?" then she like nv hear... then went erh erh again.. thinking back quite funny lar.. loLx.. when i said i paid already again she like walk off lidat.. *shruGs* when we walked out i also look at her then she like shyly turn her gaze away... mAnz... maybe coz the guys keep asking me ask her for number then my heart was beating quite fast honestly.. loLx.. coz she's cute... and the way she turn her gaze away was so cute.. >.< then after some time it suddenly strike me that she was actually trying to get me up from the seat when she asked abt bringing the receipt to the counter.. coz she was abit the kinda "pek chek" expression when i kept saying i already paid.. doH!! dEMinG!! what are you doiNG?~!?~!?
but well... in the end i didnt ask for number coz working mahz... secretly i felt like going after she got off work and ask for number.. =p but i went along with the guys to godiva at wheelock meet jJ who was working there... he let me try a choc that was really thick... then told me was 5 dollars.. loLx.. lucky is sample nia.. thought of buying a box.. but b4 i could decide Jj wanted to close le... later walked over to taka and it was really swarming with ppL.. went to the Xmas trEe sat down and when the broken up grp regathered we took a grP piC.. hEHez.. but it was like 10.30... then jj wanna go le.. so we decided to leave... no mood for countdown le.. so many ppl.. so left for homE...
learnt quite a few tips from kL and chia honG... gonna start intensive training tml... then now i abit aching ar.. long time nv feel lidat le... i nv really heeded those kinda hints gaLs "seem' to give when they interested.. not that im bragging.. but sometimes i really get "different" kinda looks from gaLs sometimes.. like widened eyes or something..but i always dismissed as i thinking too much.. loLx.. but tonight's encounter too many at one time le.. then the way she looked away.. manz.. got my heart pumping.. >.< damn! haiz... why now... when i just decided to give up on love... maybe tml drop by orchard... but she'll probably wont recognise me anyways... haiz... fate gave me a chance and i let it pass lidat.. manz... i am such a coward..
hahaz... anywyas.. merry xmas everyonE!!! no pReseNTs this yEar except from my moM yepz.. buT weLl... nvm~~ takE caRE!!
dEminG
heARt pumpinG~~
My mind's unweaving/ 1:18 AM
Thursday, December 23, 2004
my FrEAking lEgs.. thEy're aChing aLl oVEr manz.. loLx.. went in the morninG to swIm wiTh weiLianG.. sWam 20 laPs... noT as xIN ku anD diD iT fastEr than laSt time i swam... come to think of it.. its like only 6 swimming sessions ago when i couldnt even swim a lap with freestyle... now though i do rest after every 2 laps.. i can do 20 laps of freestyle le.. still little to those who swim alot lar.. but i recall its something i said was impossible b4.. hEhez... even my butterfly looks up to standard lE.. hEhez.. the legs and body rhythimic movements are more smooth and feels right to me.. loLx.. dont know if its right though.. bLeahz.. no sun.. BleAhz...
went back to get my receipts and watched abit of taiwan variety show.. damn funny lar.. mean guy lorz that wu zhong xian.. say the gal bod too nice.. the breasts accidentally press wrongly the touch screen.. loLx.. anyways went to orchard for the 4th time this week.. hahaz.. with weiliang and daren and li hua... the same 4 ppl who went amk yesterday.. cooL~~ went to collect the mD they couldnt fix... at least they didnt charge the assessment fee.. so sad le.. went to look at the new mD models.. cheapest is $490++... haiz... think i'll nv get MD's ever again le...
went to G2000, guess, hang ten to shop for various reasons.. i didnt buy anything.. but saw this forever friends bear that costs $40++ that discounted to $15.. always wanted to buy it for her back then... so i instinctively bought it.. but i guess i wont be able to give it to her... haiz... then if i give someone else is it being like ficklE? dunnoe how to describe lar... went taka as lihua wanted to buy royce choc.. coz she took some from my place.. hahaz.. got back first thing is try it coz i nv touched it actually.. =p not bad lar.. quite nice... saw natalie, karen, soon yuan and gazelle... then someone messaged me when we ate KFc at lido saying he/she saw me... but when i asked who he/she was.. nv reply le.. weird... *shRugs*
kL called me at heeren then and asked abt tml's activity.. gave the idea of pizza hut so i finally found the motivation to organise a meeting at 3pm tml... go coffee bean to chat.. then go eat pizza hut then go countdown with my class peep... but this time i really dont care how many comes.. hahaz.. at least got something to look forward to again.. hEHez.. been really listless this week... not as talkative as b4.. coz sometimes feel ignored and neglected by frenz ar... hahaz... but love going out with my canoeist buddies.. nv a boring moment.. hahaz...
my body is aching all over.. walking down and up stairs is total hell manz.. hahaz.. li hua alvin and wx also same feelings... is my dance that xiong?? haha.. anyways i already got inspiration from playing the song over and over using the CD player i thought spoiled already.. though it keeps jumping tracks.. it works fine when i aint moving.. finally thought of the sequences for intro... then gonna move on till chorus... still walking ard while listening to music is the best way to gain inspiration.. yEah!! cant wait to see how the crew works out with it.. now the strength stands at 8... adding eugene.. a hI duDe who breaks too.. its 9~~ yEah~~ hahaz.. but weekdays 3 cannot comE... hmMZ... nvm bA.. think gonna invest alittle soon to book dance studios so can see our own moves le... next session on monday.. will give the details soon~~ lEt's bounCE!
dEminG
i goT my fiRst Xmas pRezziE le!! from my mom!! hAhaz.. she asked me the same qns she asks every year "how many presents you bought? how many presents you received?" manz... this year.. the ratios totally diff huhz... i'm ouT
My mind's unweaving/ 9:24 PM
Wednesday, December 22, 2004
wah today dance session.. damn tiring lar.. think i tend to come up with too tiring moves.. or i hope its just that too long nv dance... not that i hate it.. but many times people expect too much from me.. haiz.. though i do organise losta things like outings and all... people expect more than what i can give them... dance wasnt too bad.. but it was nostalgic when the guys kinda stoned and waited for me to get started...
hahaz.. but was funny to see how each of us embarrassed ourselves during our self expression times.. loLz... even i could know i sucked.. i'm still really stiff.. and my moves thinking cap just didnt work... hahaz.. actually i intended for everyone to pool in and chereograph quite a big part of a song.. but many of them were just dancers.. not chereographers.. and sadly.. i am too! i can keep up fast.. learn fast from ppl who teach me how to dance.. but when no one is qualified to do so... it comes down to me to chereograph the moves.. and it is much much tougher than i thought... without pressure is good.. but not meeting their expectation is bad... hahaz... hopE the guys will keep going... pEServeRance iS sTrenGth!! now i'm bad in almost everything in life that i thought i wasnt bad in... dance.. canoeing.. social life... i just pray that whenever i say "one day" that i wont regret saying that on my deathbed...
my legs are still aching and now as i see my frenz post up on their nicks.. i came to the realization i was less than 2 weeks away to enlistment.. 13 days to be exact... kinda dissapointed that somethings i set out to do i just couldnt do it... losing confidence in myself.. esteem is still there.. but confidence in oneself has really hit rock bottom.. thats probably why i prefer not to talk too much nowadays.. keeping to myself... though i do look forward to enlistment... going in with this feeling of "i should have done this or that" isn't the best feeling i would want to have.. haiz.. guess no one would understand anyways... its just my life...
dEminG
*pluGginG inTo muSic*
My mind's unweaving/ 9:24 PM
met lai bun and derrick only in the afternoon... though it was just the 3 of us we really had alot of fun.. buying the tix.. some sec 3 guys were like asking us to buy tix for blade trinity NC-16 for them.. lOlx (to think i who look younger than them buying for them) tried to.. but the woman needed 4 I.Ds.. so sorry guys... just a year to go!! hahaz.. now being 18 feel liberated from singapore's retarded censorship board.. seriously retarded.. ppl say still got R21 shows.. but in the first place.. they dont interest me.. hahaz.. so the movies are all minE.. muHahhahaaz..
later went to play pool at lucky plaza.. small but cheap lar.. $4 an hour nia.. loLX.. play till damn song.. i damn taiko lar.. winning streak.. 5 out of 5... on the last one i thought i gonna lose coz derrick kept distracting me with his "wahh wahh wahh!!" crap.. loLx.. but sometimes i think im just on form.. had its share of taiko shots and shots i knew i could make.. hEhz.. not bad lar.. but as derrick and laibun says.. they nv stop to aim mahz.. hahaz..
ocean's twelve was pretty nice... i liked the way they made the show.. but some parts i couldnt really comprehend.. i understood the entirety.. but there was this part the 2 guys brad and clooney were talking to this guy in gibberish english that didnt made sense.. and when the matt damon tried to talk like that once.. they said whatever he said abt stars and all was implying that the person he was talking to had a whore of an daughter... loLx.. damn funny lar.. the twist was nice.. but i felt it was unfair to that french.. (well.. he's french... oh!!) hahaz.. julia roberts sia.. lOLx.. go catch it manz..
later met wenlong kai jie and vince at wisma and went taka seoul garden to eat.. agnes cannot make it in the end coz her project still had lots to do... but well.. we did catch up quite alot.. vince was unusually quiet and kaijie didnt speak much as usual.. laibun had taekwondo so left lorz.. ate quite alot.. end up later derrick me and wenlong chiong toilet.. loLx.. nice onE lar.. went to hmv later to see got any nice dance songs or that song i heard and wanted to d/l... even kian didnt remember the title.. haiz.. hope to find it soon.. good to mix... met lh and weiliang at dhoby ghaut after saying farewell to my dudes and went home... had a whacky time on the train with lh disturbing both char and lain on the phone.. think she like eat wrong med.. talk until so loud.. even made some frenz while trying to catch a train... dunno what those gers looking at... hMmz.. weiliang? hahaz... cannot be ba.. =p
one sad thing.. xmas is coming... and really i've been saying that umpteen times.. now its but 3 days away.. haiz.. in the first place im really broke... secondly i dont seem to have plans this xmas... and thirdly i really decided to give up getting closer to her b4 the year comes to a close... it aint worth rushing things just becoz im going to NS.. fate been cruel to me.. but my spirit wont falter... but this xmas.. i havent been shopping for gifts like previous years.. somehow i dont feel the love of xmas again... or maybe i nv did... my family is always there for me.. that i always appreciate.. but somehow it feels diff this year.. maybe its the coming of age.. but i just feel like locking myself in this xmas... phasing myself out of this world just for that day... just that day.... just want to be selfish for one day in my life...
well.. sorrowful things aside...
i got lh and weiliang to come along tml too.. ys got driving.. alvin havent reply AGAIN!! then wx coming.. mon might be coming too.. char lain and preeti cant make it this time.. so i guess its just the 5 of us tml.. ys would be coming for the ending part.. roughly thought of what to do tml le.. hope to get active participation.. then it will turn out gooD.. hahaz.. maybe can tape the dance we make and put on this blog for all to see.. then you guys shall witness my dream's fulfillment step by step as we learn from each other and progress... its my dream afterall to be a dance instructor yeaH?? and to be one you gotta be a good dancer first righT?? hahaz.. wish me luck bros... onE day i'll hit centre stage again and dance to the beat of one man's ambition!!
dEminG
donT eXpect so muCh from mE... donT puSh eveRythinG to mE!! don'T juST siT back anD compLAin that i diDn't do anyTHing... i juST.....
My mind's unweaving/ 1:30 AM
Monday, December 20, 2004
damnit... today is one of the worst cases of oversleeping le... woke up at 2pm lar... wTf!! so pissed off with myself in the morning.. then my com did that wonderful "crashing musical" again.. cant switch on.. and this irritating "beep" noise coming from the CPU... remembering the last time this happened, i dissected the com again... (think i'm getting good at this) removed the graphics card and put back in... then its back in the running.. hmmZ... i'm gooD.. =]
anyways later left to hougang then kovan looking for this manga then i cant find book 1 at amk, sk, hougang.. finally found it at kovan some ulu shop.. and its just $6.40... comics connection sells $9.88 (member $7.40) and amk sells $7.. damn.. they think taiwan books made of gold ar?? ccB.. i translate back to sing dollar based on NT its just $5.50 leiz... comics connection suX... monopoliser.. nv support them again... hmPh!
came back played NFSU 2 again... watch star ocean.. now blogging... hmmZ.. pretty uneventful.. just that whole day i'm pretty pressured with planning a class outing for 1S10... first 3 months.. hEhz.. at first is ct rep plan one... (after persuasion from me) but she cant make it and was busy.. so it became my job... so nostalgic.. this feeling.. anyways.. responses was varied.. those going keep asking me who are going.. well frankly if i was asked to go for one i also will ask.. but as the planner it gets really irritating... if got few ppl they might say "aiya dont wanna go le" dont tell them also might dissappear last min.. haiz.. how i love enthu ppl that just says "yeAh!! counT me iN!!" sadly the number of ppl should be less than 10.. gals got work... some guys in police le.. others cant contact... *shRugs* just hope no matter the quantity.. the time we spend tml will be fuLL of Quality!! hAhaaz
dEminG
pUmp iT up pump iT up!!
My mind's unweaving/ 10:35 PM
Sunday, December 19, 2004
whoa.. today woke up at 12pm again.. lOlx.. went to rivervale mall to rent "you got served" dvd and bought anime vcds to watch.. hEHz.. spent 30++ dollars le.. sh*t.. got home and welcomed weixiong and yong shen to my house.. ys was tired up with reading up his notes for his driving test tml... then weixiong was so gian to play my com loLx.. end up we watched the movie at my bro's room as my dad was in the living room.. manz.. hip hop moves are swEeT!! hahaz.. but gotta say some parts its like just mad expressions and not really themed with the song.. but well.. its the way battles are done in the U.S i think... got some sweeet ideas from analysis with ys... but mostly i was so impressed by the breakers in the show i was dying to learn breakdance again!! manz..
later we went to buy curry fish head at anchorvale... was talking with xiong and ys abt things like army haircuts... driving.. and killers.. loLx.. went back to see the xbox finally free from the clutches of my bro.. loLx.. no lar.. later we played 3 person halo 2 online.. wx kana rape liek siao.. but i quite on form ar.. loLx... later played a little of NFSU2 on hard mode.. not bad ar actually.. my skills aint that bad either.. just that i'm still using basic car.. hahaz.. but i love my car lor.. paint till damn nice.. damn cant bear to trade in to lose everything.. sob...
they had dinner at my place and watched shrek too... hahaz.. kinda fun.. i always liked to host ppL at my place.. like going ppl houses too.. but sometimes i dont like dirty houses.. =\ maybe too pampered by my parents le... >.< anyways i'm pretty hyped up by the vids.. so far got some keen responders to my dancing program.. preeti... weiliang... charlyn.... ys..... 5 so far ba... more pending... will be asking more along for our sessions.. wont be forming crew too soon ba.. just gather and have fun to spend time during these holidays learning something yea? hopefully can begin our sessions this week b4 xmas... yUPz.. so dont be shy!! dancing is really fun!!! =]
dEminG
ppL sing in thE batHroom.. i dance in iT~~ hEhz..
My mind's unweaving/ 10:16 PM
Saturday, December 18, 2004
manz.. bEen obsessed with NFSU:2 for the last few nights so never bloG.. pEoplE also stop tagGinG lE.. loLx... abiT dEad heRe man... say yeaH? ahhAaz... *freaking nigger* ANYWAYS... i've been DAMN lazy these few days.. sleeping at 2am.. waking up at 2pm... just cant force myself to wake up early... thats the prob when i sleep without aircon.. i always sleep more than 8 hours unless VIOLENTLY awaken.. hahaz... =p
not much programs today.. went to orchard today coz willy asked me to go support his dance comp at far east... went alittle early to take a walk alone ard taka, lucky plaza, wisma... etc etc... though it feels weird to be alone in orchard... i think i got pretty used to it... holidays ironically for me has always been more lonely and quiet than sch days... becoz quite a few of my frenz are either working... in army.. overseas.. or just aint free... to be honest i'm jealous of people who almost have frenz to go out with everyday.. lOlx.. yeS thats you ys!! loLx... hahaz... >.< jk lar...
thing abt orchard... maybe coz influence by ys' interesting encounters of gaLs... i've become more aware of my surroundings when i take a walk ard... lets say orchard.. bishan... amk.... compass point etc... from what i hear from the dude... its like gaLs who keep looking at you exhibit some sort of interest huh... last time whenever i accidentally have eye contact with a female stranger i'll quickly change my line of view to something else shyly.. but recently i do take second glances or look back too... is it accidental? or a term i came across before as "bio-ing"? hahaz.. strange stuff.. always heard terms like this back in scouts... from brudders like alvin too... wonder what it does... and what do you gals think when if you saw me looking in your direction for quite some time... spoOky? eEeEE?? yuCks?? hahaz.. plS enlighten mE yeaH??
anyways i went to sony gallery at wisma atria level 4 to send my MD for repair.. brought 80 bucks.. and the person told me would cost estimately 150 dollars... --__--|| fiak... wanted to consider buying a new one instead.. but then the new MDs cost 650-800 dollars.. FIAK... my model is like antique already... so... there goes 150 dollars... FIAK!!!!!! haiz.. went over to far east later.. met quite a few peepz... saw xian wei, vincent, sanjeev, marcus mz, wei chern etc at orchard too... the dance comp that willy asked me to go scheduled for 3.. i went there at 2.30.. the thing started at 4.45pm... F**K!!!!!!!!!
willy and mabel were in 2 diff dance grps.. i thought they would be in the same grp.. willy's dance wasnt too bad.. just he was alittle stiff.. and appear to be insecure at times.. suman maybe abit tense.. the swinging of the gaL wasn't really executed.. other than that i love their dance.. hahaz.. mabels grp was more of like our dance team lidat... wasn't too related to hip hop frankly until the chorus or the intermission when they jump to fast beats.. they were real confident.. *expert dancers leiz* and were all gaLs.. dont think the judges have anything to complain abt that.. hahaz...
the 3rd grp was real cooL.. the gaLs seemed like clubbers... they reminded me of the movie honey... the abs and hands shaking vigourously and very fast.. i always wanted to learn that myself.. so when i saw them do it.. i was totally WOW.. the other 3 groups werent too fantastic.. so i predicted willy and mab's grp will get into finals along with the 3rd grp... willy and mab's grp had the edge of professionalism and good chereography... but they both lacked attitude and hip hop feel.. the 3rd grp got the loudest applause.. mostly coz i think you guys will have to agree in this world.. "SEX SELLS"... they weren't shy to expose their abs and back yup.. too daring i would say...
from the comp i got the dancing hype again... this time to be sure im not gonna lose it.. i getting serious abt forming a dance crew... more or less confirmed ys gonna join... hoping alvin serious abt it too... i'm thinking of a crew of 5... 3 guys 2 gaLs... my fav formation from my previous dance exp.. hahaz.. so i'm kinda looking for gals interested in dancing... need not have experience.. can come down to our practises.. dance for fun.. sweat it out and all... trust me... dancing is really fun... no professionals.. so dont need to be shy.. i aint good either... i just pride myself in being able to judge a good dance from a bad.. hahaz... thats the thing abt me... the more the merrier yup... no limits.. if alot we can just form a few teams.. when we get good enough we can sign up for comps like anti-drug campaigns... or just help SRJC with their performances when they need it.. hahaz.. i'm dead serious.. interested just drop me a msg at 94307236... will let you peepz know if we having any dance sessions.. its All FREE!! =]
just some stuff i got from my frenz... well...
qns 1: how do you dance? frankly i dont know how to dance.. i only know when the music starts.. my body will listen to the beat.. the flow.. the groove... the bass... then it wiLl dance to the music
qns 2: is there such thing as a stupid ugly move?
well to me.. theres only a bad move that doesn't fit the music or doesn't go with the flow... it might look stupid.. but as long as it goes well with the music.. its dancing..
qns 3: whats so nice abt dance?
well.. dance changed my life.. honestly.. it boosted my self esteem 200% back in sec sch scouts.. from a quiet humble boy.. to an expressive confident young man.. loLx *lamE* i might not dance well... but after every dance... the feel of the crowd cheering.. the feel of owning the stage.. all those feelings come back to me after 3-4 years... manz.. im so gonna dance again...
qns 4: what kinda dance?
well no one taught me how to dance.. but i think my genre centres abt hip hop, street toppled with alittle breaking.. songs will include R&B, techno, dance etc... but freestyle is interesting too.. i seen dances that incoporate other genres like ballet too.. and man.. they rock!!
last qns: should i dance?
regardless of race, sex, colour, religion, size, height, experience, preference.. dancing is the ultimate art of mankind.. one of the greatest invention... so come on... get your dancing shoes and lets rolL!!
dEminG
sHall we danCe?
My mind's unweaving/ 9:58 PM
Wednesday, December 15, 2004
hahaz.. today sleep till 1pm sia.. damn piggy.. last night chiong NFSU 2... hahaz.. so nice to see my car looking better and better... hahaz.. woke up played again.. lazed about... watched anime.... watched dvd.. go hougang mall buy comic and moisturizer... back home.. blogging.. hahaz.. thats it!! seriouz.. hahaz... totally uneventful day.. bLeahZ... also could use the rest yepz.. still fatigue from 1 week of bus travel... must start saving too... =X xmas coming... gonna chiong with my class on xmas day.. but xmas eve i still cant confirm my own program yet.. hahaz... pretty much a coward lar... haiz..
anyways heres some pics i took from prom and taiwan.. hahaz.. enjoy!!
thE chaRminG... hanDsOMe... buSty... ouTstanDinG~~ gaBriEliTes~~~!!!
greaT maLe fRenz~~
wiTh thE S05 gUys
my paRtnEr clibBY~~
thE moST beaUTifUl shoRelinE i eVer sEen
mE aT 6 hE jIe niGht maRket
on fOguangshAn~~ vERy hiGh up~~
kFc'S imITation.. KLC => kEep liCkinG chiCken?? o.O
hahaz.. piCs wiTh thE gaLs anD oTher taiWan pICs on neXt poST tml yEah~~
dEminG
NS awAits!! hiT thE puLl up baR dEminG!!
My mind's unweaving/ 10:26 PM
Tuesday, December 14, 2004
wah.. 7 days nv blog le... things changed alot here manz... amos kl dh jm in tekong already... hair is but history on their heads.. >.< fabby's in japan... ys went for driving lessons... moniKA turnt really horny... the J1s just finished a Long d race and won a few medals~~ etc etc.. the list goes on... missed losta stuff.... hahaz... personally also got changes.. for one... i have a BIG tummy now.. its like A level's repeating itself... gAwd.... but anyways i had an enjoyable trip.. ardous but overall it was really nice to me.. hEhz...
so where do i begin?? i wrote notes for the first 3 nights but got too tired from the 4th to the 7th... so i guess i'll just summarise rather than blog 7 days in one entry yeaH?? haha... vivid readers also have their limits i guess.. heHz... well D-1 was pretty uneventful.. the plane ride was okay lar... just the usual turbulance whenever i visit the lavatory and the cramp walkways.. rubbing arses with the air stewardess.. i pity those working for china airlines.. so cramp lorz.. blEahz..
the moment we got off.. first thought.. SONG!! hahaz.. the wind blew so strong and was at about 17 degrees i thought.. natural air con sia.. gonna miss the weather... hehZ.. put on my canoeing jumper and got onto the bus... our tour guide looked pretty "hiao".. hahaz... she's like the 3rd person in my 7 days in taiwan who had a spiky hairstyle.. SERIOUSLY!! think gatsby doesnt sell well there huh? hahaz.. my tour group SUCKED... other than 2 aunties.. the other wives are all BITCHES.. SLUTS.. COMPLAIN QUEENS... RUDE.... DEMANDING.. liKE wtF?? sux.. no chiobu somemore.. only got one really pretty.. but old enough to be my elder sis.. sobZ...
thing abt taiwan.. alot of things are inverted lor... their drivers are on the left hand side... their switches is turn up to on and down to off... alot of their shops are shophouses.. shopping centres were virtually extinct in the south... and their night markets own manz... even better than the shopping centres!! hahaz... my journey covered the most of the island.. from kaohsiong where we disembarked.. we travelled via bus to taitung on mountain passes with the mountains on the left and steep cliffs to the right facing the BEAUTIFUL pacific ocean.. and i mean BEAUTIFUL!! manz.. i always loved gazing aimlessly at the sea.. and the blue waves of the pacific ocean was simply WONDERFUL!!!
we proceded to hualien.. where we visited the vast mountains of the taroko gorge... was really grand and beautiful... scary though.. alot of bends that reminded me of initial d.. and just looking out of the window it seems like i just had to lean to the right and i'll plummel down hundreds of meters down in a raging rapid and humogous stones... dropped by a few shops.. pearls and turtle powder... went to fo guang shan also to view the buddha statues.. the hotel at taitung was super nice!! 5 star sia... had a village performance too and bathtub was sweeet.... took a R rated pic in it.. deleted after that.. hahaz... yuCks... got my first glimsp of internet after 2 days at the lobby and chatted with weiliang and weixiong for awhile... manz.. i miss my com.. *huGs moniTor*
fell sickly on the 3rd day on our way to taipei... bus ride felt shitty coz of aircon that seemed stale... btw.. bus rides are at least 1hr30min to 4hrs... so my ass kinda grew in latitude le.. sobZ.. the guide (her name was fenkye) was really funny.. made losta jokes to keep us entertained.. abt how "money makes people hand itchy and men's butt itchy.." "there's no ugly women.. just lazy ones" "ghosts knocking your door thrice so leave 100 dollar notes *red* to calm them.... (then she said she'll come by to knock)" went to some gemstone factory... their specialty was some "cat-eye" and "star-sign" gemstones... star sign gemstone that was renowned to bring lovers while cat-eye ones were really special with 1 line across when shone upon... i bought quite a few pendants.. 2 crystals and 1 star sign gemstone.. got me pretty broke though.. hahaz..
there was this place called baxiang dao... (8 immortals island) it was BEAUTIFUL!!! just a bridge away from shore the scenery was so beautiful i was left in awe.. strong winds from the sea... beating waves on the stones... pure blue ocean... mountains and shorelines painting a beautiful background.... man... i so wished i could take all that home... i always loved just sitting there and enjoying the breeze.. its the most beautiful shoreline i ever seen in my life... my next visit to taiwan will DEFINITELY drop by there... and if possible.. i'll like to let her see it too.... sitting by my side and enjoying the wonderful view...
food was okay lar.. had its share of nice and shitty ones... taipei was alittle dissapointing coz it was less thrilling than i thought... taipei 101 just happened to have a bomb threat so we had to alter our plans.. went over to taichung to eat hakka cuisine and drop by chiufen.. chiufen was memorable too coz the beef noodle was WONDERFUL!! ooHHH~~~ i so wanna eat it again.. manz... bought a few small souvenirs there too... was thinking taipei will have souvenirs left to buy.. so didnt buy much... bad mistake...
when we got back to taipei after taichung.. it was elections day so we had a serious jam.. read the news and so wished both KMT and DPP lose.. they are like communists and socialists lar... both ideals are too one-sided.. like they never think of a consensus? in the end kmT win.. yEah.. elated to see ah-bian lose.. hahaz.. oh yah.. they had this weak hot spring too.. was like a bathtub only with spring water... pales in comparison with the one i went to in korea.. hehz.. taipei 101 was majestic but not nice in the inside... think takashimaya looked better.. all they had were super brands... jean voul whatever... versace.. those kinda shops that even briefs cost you a few hundred bucks.. bleahz... in the end didnt buy anything in that shopping district...
but the best was on the last night when we went to shilin night market.. was diff from the first one we went on D-2 (liu he jie) 6 union street... it was more stylish and more shops.. it was damn crowded coz it was a sunday i think... we shopped till 12mn when they all closed.. ate losta nice stuff too... unique stuff like qi li xiang (pig's ASS)... chou doufu (i rather eat shit) hokkien oulout (fried omellette... yummy).. beef noodle.. (i miss chiufen.. *criEs*) etc etc... coz it was last day i was really nervous coz i spent about 80 bucks on souvenirs for my frenz but havent got anything for myself yet!! so i went to this shop with a super nice aunty... and bought myself a pretty decent brown jacket.. cost me 60 dollars only... talking abt money... the conversion rate was 20NT to $1 on estimate.. but the standard of living was a bomb there man.. everything was ex... the taxi meter right increase by 10NT.. which means 50cents lorz.. ouCH...
eitherways i was really elated to be back in singapore.. at last no more long trips.. bitchy aunties... internet for my personal use... comfortable bed... guess i'll miss the beef noodles.. the temperature... and the sea from taiwan... HehEz... got alot more details i left out.. but worried you all might be bored... wanna learn more abt taiwan.. like pretty gals.. (yeah wx stop asking) etc... too many things lar.. hEhz...
now the headache for me is to give the souvenirs.. coz i didnt manage to buy anything for my frenz at taipei i lack alot of souvenirs.. like i have about 6 groups of frenz to give.. each average about 15 people.. haiz.. but i also knew i wasnt rich enough to buy something for everyone... to be honest i thought once why i should buy souvenirs... so many times i heard abt my frenz going overseas and back.. without a single thing for me... aches to think they didnt think about you yepz... all that 7 days i missed all of my frenz... though i did had a serious heartache on the 2 day thinking of her all day... everytime i shopped i thought of all those 120 frenz and had... and bought anything that strike me that they'll like... but souvenirs aren't free.. haiz... but as weiliang told me.. its the thought that counts yeah?? maybe next time frenz...
ok.. went out today too.. went to watch troy at moniKA with pok daren and wl... swam earlier too with 3 more kG.. even my mom was like "wah.. 7 days only leiz.. how come you become so faT???" was super xin ku lar... but now the abs challenge is back on since i'm back.. heh... xmas is coming.. so far i will be spending my new year eve evening with my primary sch fren... but will be going for the countdown party.. hehz.. more or less confirm le.. just havent buy the tix yet.. also gotta worry abt xmas... spending xmas eve alone? with my frenz? or with her?? xmas gifts too... i'm officially broke.. gifts for all 120 of my close frenz? headache headache... wonder if i'll get anything memorable from my frenz this year... hahaz.. havent gotten a gift from anyone since the first ever i got from my godsis back in 2003 i think... kkz lar... signing off... go change the background pics le..
chiLL!!
dEminG
whEn woMen geT monEy.. thEIr hAnds iTchy.. when mEn get monEy.. thEir bAcksiDe bEcomEs iTchy..
My mind's unweaving/ 9:54 PM
Tuesday, December 07, 2004
loLx.. flying off in 6 hours timE~~ barely had 6 hours of sleep.. hahaz.. prom night wasn't FANTASTIC.. but it didnt suck either.. loLx.. at first it turnt out pretty sucky for me thanks to saboh from my team.. loLx.. but as time picked up with lucky draws.. games... bingo...prom king and queen... things picked up as we had our meals... hahaz... pity shangri la though.. everyone was so obsessed in taking pictures that hte food remain untouched and wasted.. hahaz.. beng should have been there manz...
hahaz.. everyone looked GREAT... many guys wore cooL blaziers, suits and shirts etc... gaLs were in gowns.. make up... hahaz.. though i prefer them without makeup.. for the occasion it really makes them shine yepz.. =] we spent more time roaming ard taking pictures... with my teammates.. with my buddies like amos and fabby~~ the guys and gaLs from 2S05... even saw some of our class ppL like yvonne eve and chia hong... other good frenz or acquaitances like shanice, jeremy, hui na, ivy etc etc~~~ its really a night of diamonds... flashes of camera lights dominated the grand ballroom we were in~~
hahaz.. my table though being the last one.. won like 5 out of 30 prizes for the lucky draw with only 10 persons per table.. hahaz.. i won this Portable raDio from enZer.. loLx.. damnz.. now i got 2 boOmboxEs!! hEhz.. also got a cD case for my efforts as siLent tuRbanS leaDer.. haHAaz.. pROm kinG waS eXpecTed as NIGEL CHAN!! hahaz... oF cOZ lar.. so handsome~~ my fellow scout fren from montfort since sec 4... nice and handsome... who else could come cloSE?? hahaz.. prom queen was mabel.. thought she didnt really looked like she enjoyed the nomination she still outshone the rest during the catwalk.. thE claSs oF a dancer~~ *apPlauSe* hAhaaz~~
well i got some weird looks at first coz of my attire.. loLx.. then came comments like nice or cute.. loLx.. that mC even calLEd mE harry poTter~~ doh! hahaz.. but after all that we chiong a disco in the ballroom within a constrained area... huina then pulled me out from the crowd and wanted to dance on the stage... but then the mC was worried it might collapse.. so it was out.. haiZ.. WHY THEY CLOSE THE STAGE... in the mess that followed i barely saw her in the disco lights... but well.. i went away and swayed to the muSic.. HIT IT!!!
hahaz.. the whole thing end about 12.30am with more photo takings as ppl started leaving.. didnt manage to take some pics with some frenz though.. but well... i did take with many important frenz in my liFe yePz~~ hEhez.. later on we went back to the hotel b4 heading clubbing.. hahaz.. thankfully the team didnt drink too much but coz we went there late i barely drank enough to dance when it ended.. sobZ.. walked from mohammed sultan all the way to clark quay hendrix and all but were closed.. so we took a cab back in groups.. woke up after 2 hours of sleep and took a cab home with li hua... hahaz.. think even now my dear other teammates are deep in slumber.. sleep well!!! tAKe caRe guyS.. you alL roCk!!
welL prom oveRaLl was a banG foR me.. haha.. if only the stage was open.. haiZ.. miss out a dance.... haiz... buT nvm.... about to check my luggage again b4 leaving soon... hahaz... guess most of my dear frenz are tired too... so well... dont have to send me off.. hahaz... more than even.. now i'm really really gonna miss all of you.... my mEiz too~~ hahaz.. MAY!!!! so long nv hear from you all... depressed me for some time lorz... soBZ.... got bF le no more koR le... hahaz.. feel like there's so many frenz i want to meet up and just sit down and talk with.... so many that i fear i might not spend enough time with all of you....
nonetheless... can't waste any time now yeah?? hahaz... will be back on monday.... any emergencies or so i'll divert my number to my parents ones.... if only SmS dont need overseas charge... aRH!!! i donT waNNa go~~ >.< i so wanna stay here with all of you.... so much to do.. so little time.... still have some aims to reach.... breakdance... abs... and setting my heart a proper.... wiLL try to get souvenirs for all of you yEpz... luP chiuang foR fabBY~~ phonEcaRds foR kL~~ hahAaz.... sOtoNGs for my soTOng famIly!! hahaaz~~~ as long as my wallet can support yea?? only got $200 to spEnd there.. hEhez.. will bE coLD there... 9-17 degrees celsius... so keep me in your heart as i keep all of you in minE~~ that way... i'll nv frEeze oveR!!!
dEminG
siLent tuRbans... shHh~~~
My mind's unweaving/ 8:49 AM
Monday, December 06, 2004
loLx.. today woke up early and went to nUS with fabby and amos for talks.. was super UNIMPRESSIVE.. the attendance was shitty and the guides they mentioned weren't even there.. its so dull and boring.. nut the lecturer got me enticed into putting medicine as my first choice.. though i most probably cant make it.. coz i love to communicate with ppl.. and the promise of further studies to understand the human body further got me convinced medicine is a nice course.. 10 yEArs leiz.. dont pray pray...
anyways went to cP to buy my watch... got a 25hours watch for $144.. so all in all i spent about $(180+105+144)=$429.. loLx.. much more than expected.. ppl like fabby compain abt me spending alot JUST for prom.. but well... clothes.. watches.. shoes.. all of them are meant for future use too~~ hahaz.. besides with prices come gurantees and quality so it'll last out... hEhez.. so i have no regrets!! hahaz.... kz lar.. going to hotel to meet my team le.. then after tml go taiwan le.. cant stop blogging yeah.. coz i think i really gonna miss you all... sobZ.. the thing i love about blogs is when ppl come to find out abt my life.. and vice versa when i read others.. no matter the distance... we still understand and feel each other... but well.. hahaz... maybe its one=sided in the end.. hahaz.. cooL~~ gonna take losta pics later at pRom~~ hahaz... take one with a potential prom queen first too~~ hEHez.. takE caRE!!
$499 worth of BAgS.. loLx!
dEminG
iSn'T it iRoniC thaT thE onE thaT dEparTs miSses evEryonE moRe than thEY miSs him? hAiz..
My mind's unweaving/ 1:03 PM
Sunday, December 05, 2004
hahaz.. for the week i mean.. hEhz.. today went to cut my hair at dong's frenz mom's place... the same one i went to prior to my hair cut change.. hahaz.. at first i was worried it'll be too short.. but i got home and the hair turned out just fine~ =] hEhez.. actually wanted go shop for my shoes on my own and just remembered that i had to alter my pants.. end up i went hougang passing my maths notes to zhe hong and altering my pants... the shop i thought was gone forever actually opened just in time for me to buy a Battlefield: Vietnam.. hahaz~~
went home install.. and turnt out abit suckier than i expected.. the A.I is really crappy and graphics arent too impressive.. haiz... and i cant understand the aerial controls.. my helicopters become cannon balls of fire.. hitting the ground as quickly as i flew up.. loLx.. alvin help me!! hahaz.. anyways later left with my parents, bro and his gf to P.S to shoP~~
went to P.S to eat at thai express... met jie sheng weixiong and caleb coincidentally there watching the smurfs.. hHAhaaaz.. they first thing on their mind was asking abt my bro's gf.. coz she's really pretty i know.. hahaz.. but she's gonna be my sister in law.. so.. DREAM ON PEOPLE!! hAHahahaaz...later went to OG orchard point to look for my shoe and watch... was stuck between getting a brown leather shoe to a one of close colour to my vest... but in the end its the comfort of hush puppies that enticed me to get the cream coloured one.. heHez.. but the quality at OG one sux.. so we went to centre point the hush puppy to get it.. $105.. >.< then went to a few shops.. guess... Titus... 25 hours looking for a nice watch to go with my shirt.. decided to get it tml at compass point where the price is negotiable if not i'll be getting a pretty neat and cheap one at 25 hours for 49 dollars only.. =]
finally.. got my whole set of clothing done... tml gonna chiong with fabby and co. to NUS open house to attend their talks.. then go back to sengkang.. check out the watch and cP.. then go home change to prom clothes and set out for orchard to get my watch or to meet my teammates at the hotel.. depends whether i got enough time yePZ... hahaz.. not too excited about prom but not bored either.. hahaz.. its kinda sad that i dont find the need to ask a gal to be my dance partner.. at first i thought of it of paramount importance.. but when i think of who i really wish to share to dancefloor with... she wont be there... well.. so i guess i'll hug onto the table and sit back and chiLL~~ HEhez...
oh yepz.. after the prom will be chionging with my team.. club watever.. but the moment they start drinking heavily i'll probably eject.. hahaz.. got a plane to catch tml afternoon.. will be taking a morning cab home.. get my luggage and its off to changi airport.. will be flying off at 2.20pm.. reporting at 12.20pm... hahaz.. if you guys wanna find me come leiz... will miss you all.. sobZ... will be back on 13th dec at 7.20pm... won't be bringing my hP alonG.. but emergency calls i'll divert to my dad's phonE... heard got a few tropical storms raging there and political riots happening there now... hope it will be a safe journey~~ hahaz.. look forward to my return with more stories and souvenirs!! hAhahaaz
unless i make an entry on tuesday morning... this will be my last entry for the week... (oR my lIFe iF somEthinG hAppEns therE) hahaz.. haiz.. hopE prOm wiLl bE niCE and fun~~ juST hopE noTHinG naSty happEns there too~~ hEHez.. nonetheless as long as i draw breath.. its FUN TO THE OVERDRIVE!! woOhOO~!!!
dEminG
lEt Us dAnce to ouR heArtbeAts.... juST you.... anD mE....
My mind's unweaving/ 11:17 PM
went to granny's today.. got losta money from my aunts for my trip to taiwan.. even my mom got jealous.. loLX.. had a nice chat on the way back with my mom on my future plans.. i'll be enlisting on the 6th Jan 2005.. after i get my results in feb or march.. i'll apply for local uni.. if i cant make it.. if i am interested in army career i'll sign on for regular army career.. maybe work my way up to captain or so... if not, i'll apply for overseas uni or pursuit non-income based endeavours.. pretty solid huh?? hahaz.. in the end it all rests on my a LeveL reSulTs ba~~ hEhz
kinda fast.. monday is prom and tuesday i'll be flying off at 2.30pm... will be back on the 13th.. after that left about 2 weeks plus till enlistment... got losta letters recently.. 1 from navy for regulars.. 2 from air force for officer seminars.. and 1 from BMT regarding the SLACKENING of BMT.. 10 to 9 wEeks! can you believe it? oh manz.. blardie lazy.. at this rate we might just lose to malaysia! >.< guess every tom dick and harry also got them anyways.. nothing special.. =\ tml gonna get my shoes then cut my hair.. woohOo.. now d/ling maple story... manz.. can't wait to chiong games.. battlefield 1942.. battefield vietnam... call of duty: united offensive.. manz.. SOMEONE TELL ME WHERE TO BUY PIRATED PC GAMES!!!
dEminG
you DriVE mE cRazY~~ hAHahaz.. SLy iS NOT siNGapore iDOL.. thAnk goD...
My mind's unweaving/ 1:34 AM
Friday, December 03, 2004
woke up early today at 7.45am... coz of the recent continuous trips i felt really tired and went back to sleep again.. hahaz.. luckily i woke up in time and met lk and weiliang at hougang stadium but 8min late... =p was really hot and sunny for a morning.. so we went abt to run 10 rounds about lane 8... end up my leg got cramps and my heel was painful that i stopped on my 7th.. only weiliang managed the 10.. loLx.. haiz.. my body is really bad... unless i really take losta time to stretch.. funny things happen... brrR... pespired ALOT.. hahaz.. hopefully shed a kilo or something.. *dReAmz dReamZ dReaMz*
went over to the pool with numb legs... went in and was surprised to see peiyun swimming.. lolx.. seeing that she's so fair i nv thought she'll be the swimming type.. she even borrowed tanning lotion from weiliang to tan.. her prom same day as ours mahz.. later pok and dawn came.. later than expected.. by then i was tired and got myself a nice lobster/baboo ass tan.. loLx.. as in RED lar.. hahaz.. fell asleep coz of the fatigue and think i overtan my back than my front.. =p
when we parted to go home.. i was surprised to meet fabby and dong at the next bus stop boarding the same bus.. hahaz.. they went gymming today.. so cooL right.. so fated.. hahaz.. we went over to hougang mall and i was agasht when i came to the realization that the pirated pC shop was GONE!! ar!! cALL oF duTY!! UnitEd oFfEnsIve!! noO!!! haiz... met xiong later too at hougang mall.. i left after looking ard to go back to change to orchard...
hEHez.. 2nd day here le.. same place... same thing... but always new faces.. loLx.. today met fewer SRJCians.. saw meishan and wei chern plus a few of their classmates.. saw audrey.. some rocmoc guys... monica's classmates... all prom shopping too~~ hAHaz.. finally got the clothes for prom.. simpler than i dreamt abt.. i actually thought of those kinda jackets revolving ard black... but well.. with a $200 budget.. jackets and blaziers were out.. so thankz to pok i managed to get my top and bottom.. only worry left now is my shoes.. hopefully can borrow from others.. but maybe should invest lar.. if only i can convince my parents.. >.< went back with pok and liang kiat as mon dawn weiliang and yaohui continued walking ard...
hehez.. pretty glad to get it over with.. but i kinda envy ppL with jackets and all.. loLx.. pok got a really sweet jacket from CK.. manz... so jealous.. hahahz.. gotta admire his taste.. just looking at clothes on racks i cant recognise good from bad.. so i kept asking pok for advice and learnt some stuff on proxy from his aunt.. cooL.. if only my aunt or parents were so savvy.. hahaz.. but clothes are definitely expensive lar.. dont intend to get myself my dream jacket etc till i earn my own money coz didnt wanna impose on my parents so much... wont be wasting money colouring my hair or anything.. nv thought guys who dyed her looked good.. loLx... so well... its pretty cheap le lar?? hahaz..
dEMinG
tirEd!! waNna slEep.. oh oh!! cALl oF dUTy!! GogoGOgogo!!!
My mind's unweaving/ 10:30 PM
Thursday, December 02, 2004
woO!! hahaz.. pardon the long break.. but then been really packed recently... yepz.. from sat to monday was my class chalet at sentosa.. then tuesday was canoe camp till wed... and today is thursday! hahaz... long.. tiring... alittle sick... but its been really great days for me!! hahaz... if i talk abt all my experiences throughout i think this post might just suffice as a novel! hahaz
well... first and foremost.. SENTOSA!! hahaz.. i always wanted to go there... to fulfil our destiny.. hahaz.. the destiny of the SLA!! woohoO!! seNtosa liBeration armY!! hahaz.. kz lar.. first day was just the 6 of us.. alittle dull at times.. maybe coz the guys felt that their high testesterone levels were not put into practise.. hahaz.. settled in comfibly into our kampung huts.. the only prob was the bloody mosquitos that will camp near the door and ambush you in hordes as you enter.. bloody hell!!
loLx.. 2nd day more ppl came.. though was alittle disappointed that some didnt come... caleb.. phoebe... preeti.. sigmund.. joshua... otherwise it would have been a full reunion.. but then it didnt turn out too well.. they were lost.. then after lunch it rained... so i was stuck between cancelling the game i thought so much for and letting them play on the beach... i felt really stuck for the moment coz pao pao also asked me if can go to beach instead.. but my instincts drove me to go ahead with the game... overall feedback were complaints at first.. with the rainy weather and blisters.. but when i see the pics and some afterfeels.. it turnt out really fun.. haiz.. if only someone was the organiser and i was the participant.. i had to isolate myself from the game coz i held all the answers.. so while they played.. i just rotted away... but well.. it was worth it! =]
the weather was really ill and poured consistently.. ys fell sick but bounced back soon after.. hahaz.. funny guy.. the BBQ was damn corny.. the guys started some kinda amateur funny videos recording session.. yelling as each monorail passed above our pits.. hahaz.. the only prob was we didnt season the chicken wings!! loLx.. so i think the gals avoided eating at all.. soBz..but looking at the vids really cracked me up~~ hAhaaz.. MICKEY MOUSE!!!! overall the chalet was damn memorable and fun!! hahaz.. if only it didnt rain it would have been even greater!! but i have to credit this not to myself.. but due to my classmates unwavering spirit that no rain can dampen!! you guys rock 2S04!!!
tired and all.. i came back.. packed.. then its off to SRJC!! foR canoE camp!! kaoz.. some of them late until like sh*t.. my batch of coz.. =/ glad to see my team back again.. but quite some didnt come.. jon.. clibby... haiz... i was game ic for this water bomb game.. honestly i didnt really enjoy myself.. in fact i was silently pissed at some of my batch ppl.. they were so keen onto enjoying themselves that they caused losta trouble for me and end up i barely enjoyed myself at all.. haiz... end up wet and dirty... somemore back then i asked who staying.. so many were enthu.. only 4 said not staying over.. but after the games when i asked again.. only 4 stayed instead... haiz... tucked in at the hall at night.. wanted to sleep at eCA room 5 but rejected immediately.. hahaz.. actually quite comfy coz the sit up mat.. but then my legs were FROZEN lar.. damn.. forget to bring my jacket in my hurry... bRr~~
next day woke up at 6am.. then left for kallang foR SEA TRAINING!! WOOHOO!! so happy to be able to canoe again.. but ar.. kaoZ.. the plaontoon was removed.. so we had to carry the boats to the back to launch.. and kaoz.. i was taking T1 lorz.. last time i can carry 2 T1s.. now i was cannot even carry one T1 to the beach without difficulties.. my sides and shoulder were aching like siao lar.. at first i paddled quite ok... not too slow.. but was using losta arm power.. so died out alittle.. did losta rescuing coz of capping.. hahaz.. but its really nice to paddle though it was tough and tiring as they were training for long d.. i did only 4 laps with timing that i dared not record.. hahaz.. but then.. i found back my strokes.. though shaky i'm glad i am not too lost from my fundamentals! hEhez
anyways i got alittle red from canoeing tan.. today i went to ICA to renew my passport.. was amazingly fast... mostly due to the lack of other ppl i guess.. then went to bugis to look ard.. went to the arcade then felt like asking the S5 peeps to come chiong arcade again~~ hEHez.. got new gun games lei laysEe!! >.< then went ard looking at clothes and ate tori Q and ya kun b4 leaving for orchard to meet my J2s to shop... as USUAL the gals were late.. so wweiliang lk and me went ahead to cine first.. today is like SRJC day lorz.. hahaz.. saw 13 SRJCians throughout the day lorz.. saw mabel.. 3 gals who i saw b4 but dunnoe who.. shimin.. meihui.. shanice.. soo kee.. joshua.. weixiong.. alvin.. weiling... donghai... and the list goes on.. even weiliang saw his idol... what Zn ar.. hahaz.. i still dont find whats SOOOOOO pretty abt her.. yeah she's pretty.. but not THAT pretty ba... he's crazy manz..
went to topman.. zara... and some other shops looking for clothes.. went ard trying with a thick skin.. hahaz.. last time i try le i straight away buy coz feel bad for trying their clothes.. now i learn my lesson le.. must keep trying losta clothes.. then pick the best.. hahaz.. besides gonna pay 80++ so might as well make them wash the clothes?? haha .. watched polar express later.. was kinda lame.. kiddo stuff.. but i felt its just like they're trying to flaunt their animation... the roller coaster scenes were nice though.. and the story overall was pretty heartwarming.. but not enough to cry lar.. so do you believe?? =]
went ard again with poK this time too.. envy he's seemingly good taste in clothes.. im a total bummer when it comes to fashion and presentable clothes.. esp formal ones.. he helped me decide on a top that is alittle casual.. but suits me pretty well.. hehez.. weiliang gotten a blazier le.. once again i was reminded how limited my clothes are coz of my bad stature.. short.. fat.. haiz.. if i was tall and stout i could fit in almost all kinda clothes.. even blaziers! but then i dont like too formal ar.. not my style.. and certainly not my wallet size.. hEhez..
now im back home.. blogging after soooooo long.. hehEZ.. tml going to train like siao again to shape up for prom.. my trg program put on hold coz of chalet and camp.. in a blink of an eye its now 3 dec.. oh manz.. 3 more days to prom.. then on the 7th dec im going to taiwan le.. manz.. its all passing too fast.. all these memories and enjoyable moments.. most likely going sentosa again with my class guys this weekend again.. hEhez... also abit sad to be leaving my frenz for vacation... haiz.. hope can make new frenz.. or maybe some cute gaL in my same tour group.. hahahaAz.. christmas is coming.. but though i really enjoy the feel.. i feel lost when it comes to gifts.. back then i knew who i wanted to buy for.. my godsis.. my best frenz.. now i dont know who to buy for.. i really envy lovers.. who shop so vividly for something to make their loved ones happy.. as ppl say... christmas is a romantic night.. but it might just be another lonely one for me..
dEminG
OovoUR!!
My mind's unweaving/ 11:03 PM
Boat Shoe from Timberland
Green Scarf from Hermes